BLAH
This thing is so complicated... its aggrivating me.. anyways.. eerr.. so yeh today was a lousy day... i got real upset... my friend i guess you could say.. is leaving tommarow.. and i didnt get to say goodbye or anything.. things just didnt go as i thought they would.. i regret things and im mad at myself... i dont like this.. it hurts a whole lot.. so anyways to get my mind off that subject.. besides that.. dance concerts are over with.. it was sooo sad on friday the last one.. cuz ms.O. is retiring.. and when she was annoucning the final dance she got choked up n' stuff.. and some of us started crying.. and yeh it was really emotional.. i couldnt stop crying. its sad.. theres alot of stuff that i have to say goodbye to or thats.. just the end of it. i hate it... n' then my parents are talking about moving.. and i absolutely refuse.. idont want to move right now.. i want to finsih high school here.. i hate moving . starting all over again. its just hell.. but my daddys buisness is basiclaly goin to hell and isnt coming back so yah... not sure whats gonna happen.. but im being a booger about it... i feel bad.. but i agreed to move here for them.. i did it for them.. n' just gr... im not moving.. anyways.. the year is almost over.. and ithought i had my mind made up of what i was doin.. but since stuff always comes up im not sure again.. i want to stay here with friends just in case we do move..n just work here but my family is like no go to utah n' crap.. but whatever.. hopefully ill figure out waht i want to do.. anyways.. i wrote more than enough.. so later