Sorry
I wish I would of said something, now I think its to late. but im sorry, i'm mad at myself for not being the person you thought i could and the person i so badly wanted to be, we couldnt control things, and we had to make changes, it hurt and i regreted things. I very so much wanted to be that person who was there all the way n' supported you and could be your best friend. i didnt get to say goodbye the way i wanted.. didnt even get a chance.. pushed me away like nothing, crazy how much you had to push me away and let go.. to the point you didnt much care anymore.. and i was left here stil caring. I blame alot of stuff on me.. or else it wouldnt have been like this.. im so sorry, you have no idea... i feel bad, Sorry..