My desperate heart is far too weak to run for you this long.
Betty and Sasha, I love you kids so much. Today was so sad. I mean, I'm going to see them final week, but I can already tell how hard it's going to be to say good-bye. Last period, I hung out the second floor window trying to get Sasha's attention because she was outside, so I made a sign that said "I <3 U" and held it out the window, and she took a picture. It was grand. Betty, Nik, and I hung out at the senior center after school. It was good, took my mind of things for a while, but I couldn't help but remember that was the last time I could hang out with Betty at the senior center. I hope you have fun tonight at the semi, Betty.
I went to the Kingston Mall tonight. I saw Zacher, didn't have the energy to say hi though. Then I ran into Mike, talked for a while, it was refreshing. He's a good kid. I'm just very sick, and tired, and feeling extremely alone.
Grrr to boys who break my heart. I just wish you knew how much you mean to me. I wish you knew how much I've need someone like you so bad lately...
...No point in continuing.
XXX Amanda
I went to the Kingston Mall tonight. I saw Zacher, didn't have the energy to say hi though. Then I ran into Mike, talked for a while, it was refreshing. He's a good kid. I'm just very sick, and tired, and feeling extremely alone.
Grrr to boys who break my heart. I just wish you knew how much you mean to me. I wish you knew how much I've need someone like you so bad lately...
...No point in continuing.
XXX Amanda