Anywho..
Rarar, I'm startin to think some people are... oh I don't know, retarded? lol. Not just that, but some people just amaze me. Not in a good way either. Somethin that I don't especially like is... cutting. That's not cool at all lol. Like, I really don't see the point. It's like, you cut yourself, then all you'll have is a constant reminder bout the shit you're goin through, besides... doesn't it hurt? lol. I dunno, I wish people would see that someone ALWAYS has it worse than you. Always. You think you have it worse, but someone is always worse off. I think we all take for granted so many little pleasures in life. Like, hearing, sight... its crazy. I know I'm lucky, I'm way better off than my mom was when she was younger. I just wish people wouldn't do silly stuff like cutting to ease pain, there's other ways. Open your eyes. You're not the only one with problems, you're not the only one whose ever felt pain. We've all gone through it at some point. Don't use anything as a crutch either. I just ahh whatever, not like people are gonna change cause of my blog lolol
Today wasn't too bad of a day. I got an A on my math test. Which I thought was quite the funny, cause I wasn't there for any of the material that was taught n I still passed. Kickass! I'm happy, hopefully I won't fail.
I'm goin to the game tomorrow night... well I plan to, haven't told my mom yet haha. I know like a buncha people are goin, so ima have fun. Veronika is doin facepaintin lol she can paint my face! woot woot. I talked to Juicy today too, he says that he doesn't hate me. Which is nice I suppose, cause I don't wanna be hated. I saw Johnny today too, she's pretty pretty!! YAY JOHNNY!!
Oh good lord, the ex is tryin to irritate me by leavin comments lol I'm tempted to flip out, but I'm startin to realize, to just let it go. It's not worth it anymore, n if I flip out, it shows I actually care n I really don't, so I'm just shruggin what she says off. I'm not even readin it. I give up, what more does she want? lol I almost started to believe that I was wrong for writin my other entries but I wasn't. It was how I was feelin at the time. n its my damn journal/ myspace lol if you don't like it, don't read it, sheesh. So, I'm not gonna pay her any mind n delete her comments lol.
I'm a lil tired. lol I have Unity Club tomorrow which sucks cause I don't feel like goin. Well, I probably don't wanna go cause I'm sleepy, but I'll probably feel different in the mornin. My arms hurt from liftin weights too lol.
I'm happy. I'm happy with Ken. When he's not sleepin that is haha. He's great
It's been a good three years. Love YOU KEN!!
Totally goin to see Corpse Bride this weekend. Once with Sarah n Veronika, I don't know if anyone else is goin. I might go see it once with my family n I'm gonna see it once with Cassie! WOOT WOOT!
Well, I'm out! I just basically rambled haha n I like it!!