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I'm so confused haha. I don't know... there's a lot on my mind, you know? But there's one thing that I keep tryin to put in the back but it just comes forward more. I'm not even gonna bother sayin, but I don't know who to talk to about it, you know? I'm thinkin about talkin to Lexi, cause she's cool n probably will understand but I don't want to be a burden. I wanna cry now lol. I'm just so irritated n I don't know what to do about it. RAWR. I think ima just talk to Lexi about it... like right now lol So, as I'm finishin this entry, I'm tellin Lexi all this confusion n pain I'm carryin lol. Lexi rocks <3 YAY FOR SEXI LEXI!!!
I'm hurt n I don't know what to do.
Someone wanna save me? lol
I'll be alright, I'm too cool to show any emotion anymore haha.
So, on to more important stuff. I hang out with Ash on Friday!! Woot woot! Her birthday is on Saturday too, which is awesome cause shes the bestest person ever! I don't know what to get her though. Maybe some porn? haha. I <3 my lil bon-bon though, she's my favorite.
Veronika = great, awesome lol I saw her today, not for too long but long enough. She dressed comfy today, it was prettyful. Well, I have Psychology with her tomorrow, woot woot. We'll probably talk more than. I LOVE YOU, VERONIKA!! <3 Can you say my favorite?
So, I saw this chick that I think is really hot today before last hour. I was tryin to look for her n she found me. She's so effin hot lol. Damnit, I wish I knew if she was bi or lesbian! Grrr! Someone wanna find out for me? haha Damnit, this girl!
I also found a note that I wrote someone on Friday that was never given to them. My pen fell in my bag n the note was right there so I picked it up. I read it. It made me upset. Extremely. I want to throw it away, but I wrote it, n I don't know. I probably will throw it away before I go in for my interview.
So, if you end up reading this... anyone who reads this, leave me a comment or message me. Seriously. I don't care who you are, I just wanna know who reads this for my own sanity lol.
*Would things go back to how they once were if I said I loved you*
Oh n I still love Ken, WOOT WOOT! YAY KEN!
Love <33