Jul 27, 2007 22:41
So today I woke up and decided not to eat very much cuz I need to stop somewhere. I skipped breakfast and I had to eat lunch with my dad. I ordered a small french fry and a softshell taco. Well it took forever to finally get my taco so they brought me a free chocolate sunday. I was like "shit". I ended up eating it all. Then I drank a frappiccino and a few cookies. Yuck. So approx 2000 calories today. Which is better than 2500 or 3000. So whatever. I'll do better tomorrow. I ran stairs today and took a 30 min sprint/jog. I'm still going to do my situps tonight as well. I still weight in at 161. Shit. The cellulite on my legs makes me want to barf. My ass is getting huge. And my love handels are gross. I hate how big my chest has gotten. God I hate my body. Yuck. Well It WILL get better. I'm going shopping tomorrow. Idk what im gunna buy but whatever. Ive inherited a electric guitar from my grandmother so I want to check out strings and amps so I can learn. Because I've wanted to learn for a while now. It will keep me from getting bored which leads to me eating. Oh and Im thinking of buying a newer flute for concert band. Yay. I got paid today so thats a plus as well. Omg my bf called me today and he was all like "can you come visit me tomorrow?" and I was like "I gotta work till 3" and hes all "Well I have the play 4" and I was all "Ok how bout sunday?" and hes like "Ok come around noon" and of course I have to work till 6 so It would be later and he has this cast party and he invited me to come along. And I totally forgot I got my car taken away and he lives 20 min away. So I tried to tell him I was carless and he totally didnt understand. I was like whatever and he was distracted cuz he was on his way to his cousins birthday party. So I was like "fuck that shit." Gawd. I feel really fat. But at least I dont feel hungry like I usually do. I work at 9 am tomorrow. Im working on a thinspo collage. I think thats correct spelling. Idk. Anywho I'd better go back to that. C ya