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so happy new year and all that jazz.
Spent new years eve with taylor, gary, chelsea, jessie and a bunch of chealseas friends and neighbors. It was a really great time. Laid back like at school. I enjoyed it. Got a little sad shortly after the ball dropped, but i guess that will probably last for a long time considering not one but two serious relationships circled that night. Oh well, its over for a while.
So yesterday I finally got my journal for therapy. Got started on that... I feel like a big girl now ;)
I decided NOT to take out a student loan for books... hope that winds up being a wise decision. Well see...
I feel like i havent spent enough time with my brothers while ive been home. Im not sure when ill go back, but need to plan some time with them. Besides missing my brothers and the increase in workloads from the play all day schedule ive been living, im really looking forward to going back to school. I miss the relaxation. I miss the stress free. I miss my room and how much cleaner it is than here. I miss my friends. Im not gonna miss the distance between me and my school friends, since ive gotten used to my girlfriends here again... In fact, ill miss them a shit lot.
Speaking of the girls, im going downtown today to get henna-ed by Kate. Im pretty excited. THen all six of us are going to the cheesecake factory for dinner! Yay!
I love a day like that.
Remember how Lynch talked about the work table in your head and how you can only have so much stuff on it at a time, but u always have a handful of stuff there? JR has been on that table, non stop, for a little over two years. For the first time since we started to hook up, hes not on that table. Theres a big empty spot that leave me a little confused. Its like having a really cluttered desk and finally cleaning it. Its not that im lost, its just that i have to remember where i put my pens... or something like that. Its refreshing and nice and freedom and all... but its still new and a little different.
Im gonna go... read... or something...
Spent new years eve with taylor, gary, chelsea, jessie and a bunch of chealseas friends and neighbors. It was a really great time. Laid back like at school. I enjoyed it. Got a little sad shortly after the ball dropped, but i guess that will probably last for a long time considering not one but two serious relationships circled that night. Oh well, its over for a while.
So yesterday I finally got my journal for therapy. Got started on that... I feel like a big girl now ;)
I decided NOT to take out a student loan for books... hope that winds up being a wise decision. Well see...
I feel like i havent spent enough time with my brothers while ive been home. Im not sure when ill go back, but need to plan some time with them. Besides missing my brothers and the increase in workloads from the play all day schedule ive been living, im really looking forward to going back to school. I miss the relaxation. I miss the stress free. I miss my room and how much cleaner it is than here. I miss my friends. Im not gonna miss the distance between me and my school friends, since ive gotten used to my girlfriends here again... In fact, ill miss them a shit lot.
Speaking of the girls, im going downtown today to get henna-ed by Kate. Im pretty excited. THen all six of us are going to the cheesecake factory for dinner! Yay!
I love a day like that.
Remember how Lynch talked about the work table in your head and how you can only have so much stuff on it at a time, but u always have a handful of stuff there? JR has been on that table, non stop, for a little over two years. For the first time since we started to hook up, hes not on that table. Theres a big empty spot that leave me a little confused. Its like having a really cluttered desk and finally cleaning it. Its not that im lost, its just that i have to remember where i put my pens... or something like that. Its refreshing and nice and freedom and all... but its still new and a little different.
Im gonna go... read... or something...