Dec 30, 2006 22:40
Take the first sentence from the first post of each month of 2006.
Make a paragraph. This is supposed to be what your year was like:
The first sentence doesnt get posted because of a promise i made a long time ago, but guess what? Its about a depressing breakup. ::yawns:: what a dull day... but its nice to have nothing to do... except im letting my homework pile up worse and worse...::gasp:: prom...This is me sucking it up and getting over it...a relatively decent day came and went...An excellent day, i must say... spent with some of my favorite people... even if nothing was accomplished... i enjoyed it all the same...yesterday... was too much for me or something... I wanna pour my heart out.im not so sure about this whole... being home thing... Im ready to go back to college...
Gah! What a drab weekend!Halloween basically didnt happen this year...I hate knowing that i want something so badly but i cant put my finger on exactly what it is that I want.
Wow... in hindsight, that little quiz game thingy was shockingly accurate... what a year... Im gonna start with a long time ago and read every one of my journal entries... it always surprises me how much i have and have no changed.
Happy almost new years...
And ramble:
So i realized today that new years this year will be weird. Last year was my one year anniversary with JR. The year before that we spent it together and he asked me out. The year before that was my one year anniversary with tony. The year before that... you guessed it... I dont know who ill kiss when the ball drops. More importantly, i dont have any plans to try to kiss any particular person... except maybe debrah ;)
Maybe ill get shitfaced. Sounds like a good way to ring in the new year, eh?
So i saw JR over the break. I think all is reconciled. We might even have something of a friendship after all this. I think i can handle that.
Additionally, after all these years of crap with the family, i may have discovered a new way to deal with that. Insert massive project to occur over the summer, but well see.
My new years resolution: Get myself together so Im ready for mr. right. Oh and to not look to hard for him. Or something.
Fuck, im not in the mood to be happy. I want to curl up. I want a teddy bear. I want what i cant have almost exclusively because i cant have it.