Keep my head above the water.
Lately has been so hard for me.
All my conflicts, worries, and problems are tied together in one large knot. And Im not good with knots.
Its as if there are hands holding my head by the hair and forcefully pulling my my head in the water. Pulling me out, and pushing me back in.
Pulling me out, but not giving me enough time to catch a breathe.
And it hurts. It hurts a whole lot.
Its just so hard.
I have nothing left inside of me. The words I wrote for "Trust in me" no longer mean a thing to me anymore. Its hard to beleive those words that were written by my own hand. I've lost all hope.
I know I am being over emotional. I know Im being a baby. But Im just at my cliffs end. Its not like I want to be here.
I just pray God will give me strength to continue to fight. To give me hope again.
To keep my head above the water.
...whatever happened to my old philosphies.
My roads are just to torn.
All my conflicts, worries, and problems are tied together in one large knot. And Im not good with knots.
Its as if there are hands holding my head by the hair and forcefully pulling my my head in the water. Pulling me out, and pushing me back in.
Pulling me out, but not giving me enough time to catch a breathe.
And it hurts. It hurts a whole lot.
Its just so hard.
I have nothing left inside of me. The words I wrote for "Trust in me" no longer mean a thing to me anymore. Its hard to beleive those words that were written by my own hand. I've lost all hope.
I know I am being over emotional. I know Im being a baby. But Im just at my cliffs end. Its not like I want to be here.
I just pray God will give me strength to continue to fight. To give me hope again.
To keep my head above the water.
...whatever happened to my old philosphies.
My roads are just to torn.