oh boys.

[teamilk]

i like having the feeling of heartshaped goosebumps all over my skin when i kiss boys. i like the way hair smells. i like boys with slightly curly hair because i like twirling the ends with my fingers. i like boys that smell like soap. i like boys with plump lips and sad eyes. i dont care much for eyecolour because colour is just beautiful. boys with dark hair are amazingly gorgeous. i think boys with long eyelashes are beautiful.
i enjoy pillow fights. i enjoying bellies pressing hard against each other.

i feel frustrated because i haven't had sex in a year. i am a very sexual & romantic person. i would glady spend an entire weekend, week, month, year romancing the boy i love. i'm not for casual sex. i don't want to be attracted to someone just for the sex. i want to feel something behind the meaning. i think sex and love is beautiful together. orgasms are better and i love yous sound prettier when your heart is pounding loudly in your chest. i like laying in bed in the afterglow of sex and nuzzling my curves into his and talking about the meaning of life and all the beautiful things. i like playfulness and gentle touches on my hips and i'm achey all over to be in love again. (it's not just for the sex!) i want to wake up next to a lover and roll over ontop of him and squeeze him rub my nose into his chest and tell him how nice he smells.

being female is going to fucking kill me one day.