There were good days and then there were bad days. Everyone could agree on this. With Martini, this took on a whole other meaning in regards to his visions. Some days he could filter them out and stay grounded in the present. Others, they pressed in hard and thick, making concentration all but impossible. If he fought it, all that would happen was
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Either way, she did have a training regime to keep with, which happened to include a few hours running. At home, she'd run to a set point and then back, with this place, it had to be laps. Usually she'd do it at night in the training centre, but for once, she decided to run laps of the base instead, familiarising herself with the set out.
What she found, which she wouldn't have if she'd been in the training centre, was someone talking to themselves. Slowing down her pace, Alice tried to pick up what he was saying -since he'd practically just appeared in her peripheral vision.
"Ramble much?" Maybe getting his attention would do some good.
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Where he was now he wasn't sure. Was he back in Russia and only dreaming he was in Washington? Or was it the other way around? Hmph. It was such a bother when time ran all together like a marker bleeding through a paper. There was no proper way to sort it out.
He never heard a word Alice said. When his eyes finally looked towards where she was, all he could see was black and then suddenly a bright light. He didn't know what that all meant, if indeed it did mean anything at all. He just stared at her with wide staring eyes, not saying a word.
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"So what, you're clairvoyant or something?" She didn't realise that he wasn't hearing her, didn't know if he was even sane enough to figure out what she was saying nevermind formulate some response to it. So far he was just a guy, wandering around and talking to himself.
"Figure the odds are, around here, you'll find someone insane enough to listen to you."
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With a sudden burst of time fluxuation, Alice found her right arm in the hands of Martini. His index finger ran over the heart design on the inside, tracing it slowly. "Oooo. Pretty. But sad, very sad, yep yep." Then he was finally making eye contact, looking at Alice with one of his rare all-knowing gazes, as if all time was held in the palm of his hand. "Do you miss him?"
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Her musing stopped when he traced that tattoo however. "Don't touch me," taking her arm back, Alice glared at his question, ignoring the fact that he evidently didn't realise how sore the subject was, how deep the wound.
"Of course I do, wouldn't you?" Although she figured maybe he wouldn't even realise if it had happened, clearly this one was not all there, clearly there was something completely wrong with him.
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Then he paused and shook his head, trying to find that spark that would help ground his mind in the present. "No. Wait. That's not right." Focusing hard, he reached out until he found the flow of time connecting to Ric, following it along until he knew where he was again.
Then he absentmindedly released Alice's arm, smiling sheepishly, like a kid who had been snooping around in someone else's room as he realized what he had done. "Guess that was a stupid question to ask. I saw the heart made of ink and ink is like red dust so I just followed the line of dust..." He shrugged as he trailed off, his nonsense analogy made perfect sense to himself.
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It didn't take the sting out of his words.
"Then don't ask it again. And stay out of my past. Dust or ink or whatever takes you there, stay out of it." She'd tried to leave reminders behind her, the only thing she carried with her was her wedding ring, her guilt and her love for Jon in a tattoo to remind her.
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"Now you're mad. I'll be going that way now." He pointed in a direction without really looking at it. "Um, just a thought, but you look prettier when you smile." Where that had come from, he had no idea. Sometimes the words just left his mouth before he could even figure out where they had come from or why he was saying them.
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She barely heard the comment about looking prettier, although she knew she did. Everyone did, didn't they? Alice was a lot of things when she was happier, but right then she just wanted to stop thinking about her husband. "Whatever." Rather than waiting for Martini to walk away, Alice turned on her heel and headed back to the dorm rooms, intent on standing under the hot water until she couldn't take it any further.
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