at least cait watches out for mechakra_queenOctober 20 2004, 21:00:32 UTC
tessa since we seem to have a problem as of late with talking face to face, ill do this here im layin all the shit out b/c im tired of people gossipping first of all tessa, let me just say that i always thought you were a really good friend and it saddens me that we arent friends anymore. i mean...you were my best friend. but i cant keep trying to make our friendship work out, when you keep screwing me over. first off, you and my boyfriend kissed. you told him you loved him and had feelings for him.and i fucking know jd did all this shit too. ok that hurts like nothing else but youve heard all this. i got over that tessa!! i moved on and took you back as a friend. and then what? you still let jd come over to your house!!!! and trust me i laid into him about that. i didnt say a word about it to you b/c i didnt want it to mess up our friendship. but did it really seem like an intellegent thing to do to still let jd come over considering thats how all this shit happened?? that made me so angry because you seem to have no respect for how i feel. but i got over that incident too THEN you ask to borrow my car, and me trying to be your friend, said you could. then when you parked it where i didnt have a pass and got caught, my parents got a call from the school. i mean, i just think if that were me i would have tried to cover for you. so really tessa, what have you tried to do to be my friend? because it looks to me like you dont want to be friends. then friday, you tell people i havent bathed in 6 days. i mean i know thats really petty but several people asked me if that was true and said you were telling people that. i mean, what was the point of that tessa? i tried to be your friend again 3 times, but you just seem to not give a fuck. and if thats how you feel now, then fine. it hurts my heart that ive lost a friend; a best friend. but really tessa, you havent really acted like a best friend at all. today at school you pulled up right next to me in boling. then got out of your car, didnt even wave, and practically ran up the hill. in the halls you avoid eye contact with me at all costs. and ya no what? at this point i dont fucking care anymore tessa. ive tried and tried and tried to fix things, when ive done nothing wrong at all and i cant feel sorry for you tessa. because you did this to yourself. ive been nothing but a good friend and you just seem to keep walking all over me. fuck that. im done.
to everyone else: yea guys i fucking took jd back. you know why? becaue i love him. i cant help it. but dont fucking say i took jd back and not tessa. becaue i took tessa back as a friend 3 times. jd and tessa made a mistake. but it still hurts me. put yourself in my position. so dont all fucking give your opinions and then not have the balls to put your name to it and back it up. and dont make me out to be the bad friend for taking back the boy and not the bestfriend. because thats pure bullshit. jd and i spent weeks working all this out. and i care for jd and he cares about me. i cared about tessa too, but it looks like she doesnt care about me anymore so why should i keep putting myself out there, then getting shafted? i can me mean and harsh and bitter and i can be a fucking bitch. but if theres one thing im not, its stupid. im a smart girl, guys. i know what went on and what goes on. so dont think "greers so stupid for going back or not seeing what happened" because i know.
so on that note, fuck this shit. im tired of it i just wanted to get all that out in the open
alrite.. i know people makes mistakes and to be honest with u i really dont kno what i would do if i was in greers place or tessas place. but what i do know is that everytime tessa would talk to me about what is going on she would always say i dont kno what i would do without Greer...now dont you think that means something?? i know for a fact that tessa still cares about you alot.. and maybe she thought u didnt want anything to do with her so she thought the best way to deal with it was to ignore it. i mean i would.. i think the both of u should talk face to face.. and deal with everything without people reading or talking about it. best friends shouldnt be destroyed.. i really do believe that you guys can work this out.. it might take awhile but u guys can do it.
since we seem to have a problem as of late with talking face to face, ill do this here
im layin all the shit out b/c im tired of people gossipping
first of all tessa, let me just say that i always thought you were a really good friend and it saddens me that we arent friends anymore. i mean...you were my best friend. but i cant keep trying to make our friendship work out, when you keep screwing me over.
first off, you and my boyfriend kissed. you told him you loved him and had feelings for him.and i fucking know jd did all this shit too. ok that hurts like nothing else but youve heard all this. i got over that tessa!! i moved on and took you back as a friend. and then what? you still let jd come over to your house!!!! and trust me i laid into him about that. i didnt say a word about it to you b/c i didnt want it to mess up our friendship. but did it really seem like an intellegent thing to do to still let jd come over considering thats how all this shit happened?? that made me so angry because you seem to have no respect for how i feel. but i got over that incident too
THEN you ask to borrow my car, and me trying to be your friend, said you could. then when you parked it where i didnt have a pass and got caught, my parents got a call from the school. i mean, i just think if that were me i would have tried to cover for you.
so really tessa, what have you tried to do to be my friend? because it looks to me like you dont want to be friends.
then friday, you tell people i havent bathed in 6 days. i mean i know thats really petty but several people asked me if that was true and said you were telling people that. i mean, what was the point of that tessa?
i tried to be your friend again 3 times, but you just seem to not give a fuck. and if thats how you feel now, then fine. it hurts my heart that ive lost a friend; a best friend. but really tessa, you havent really acted like a best friend at all.
today at school you pulled up right next to me in boling. then got out of your car, didnt even wave, and practically ran up the hill. in the halls you avoid eye contact with me at all costs. and ya no what? at this point i dont fucking care anymore tessa. ive tried and tried and tried to fix things, when ive done nothing wrong at all and i cant feel sorry for you tessa. because you did this to yourself. ive been nothing but a good friend and you just seem to keep walking all over me. fuck that. im done.
to everyone else:
yea guys i fucking took jd back. you know why? becaue i love him. i cant help it. but dont fucking say i took jd back and not tessa. becaue i took tessa back as a friend 3 times. jd and tessa made a mistake. but it still hurts me. put yourself in my position. so dont all fucking give your opinions and then not have the balls to put your name to it and back it up. and dont make me out to be the bad friend for taking back the boy and not the bestfriend. because thats pure bullshit. jd and i spent weeks working all this out. and i care for jd and he cares about me. i cared about tessa too, but it looks like she doesnt care about me anymore so why should i keep putting myself out there, then getting shafted?
i can me mean and harsh and bitter and i can be a fucking bitch. but if theres one thing im not, its stupid. im a smart girl, guys. i know what went on and what goes on. so dont think "greers so stupid for going back or not seeing what happened" because i know.
so on that note, fuck this shit. im tired of it
i just wanted to get all that out in the open
greer
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You are officially my hero.
Take that BITCH.
-love cait
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love always
Nikki
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