mooooooooodyyyyyyyyyy
Holy shit. I'm moody today. Up and down, up and down. I wish I had enough mental strength to not be so easily affected by the world around me.
What I did:
Got up. Checked the internet. Nothing much.
Went to visit my sister. Walked around downtown with her, spending a lot of time in the chilling winds. Got lunch, got stuff at the drugstore, got coffee, found a box of records abandoned on the side of the road. Probably worthless, but I brought them with me to investigate.
Got back to sister's house and played Scrabble with her. Lost by three points.
Went home. Stopped in at the grocery store on the way, picked up some bagels and beer and ramen and stuff for dinner (well, my dad took care of the stuff for dinner, and the bagels, and the beer). Went home, found out Dad had bought a bunch of new stuff for the kitchen, which for some reason put me in a really good mood.
Ate chips, drank beer, checked the internet.
Nothing much.
Now I'm bored on the internet.
On the way home we were listening to some music show featuring teenage musicians. The show always vaguely bores/annoys me for some reason, but this time I really really wanted to shut it off. It pissed me off majorly. I don't know why. And I didn't want to shut it off 'cause I knew my dad was listening to it.
I think I'm just a pissy, cynical bitch. Maybe envious, I don't know.
I'm thinking of taking a break from the internet. I'm addicted to it and it doesn't offer enough to satisfy me anymore. I gotta find more fulfillment in real life, more worthwhile things to do. And I want to stop being a slave to my various little addictions, hence my pathetic attempts to give up caffeine. Hey, it was a small coffee.
Week starts again tomorrow.
What I did:
Got up. Checked the internet. Nothing much.
Went to visit my sister. Walked around downtown with her, spending a lot of time in the chilling winds. Got lunch, got stuff at the drugstore, got coffee, found a box of records abandoned on the side of the road. Probably worthless, but I brought them with me to investigate.
Got back to sister's house and played Scrabble with her. Lost by three points.
Went home. Stopped in at the grocery store on the way, picked up some bagels and beer and ramen and stuff for dinner (well, my dad took care of the stuff for dinner, and the bagels, and the beer). Went home, found out Dad had bought a bunch of new stuff for the kitchen, which for some reason put me in a really good mood.
Ate chips, drank beer, checked the internet.
Nothing much.
Now I'm bored on the internet.
On the way home we were listening to some music show featuring teenage musicians. The show always vaguely bores/annoys me for some reason, but this time I really really wanted to shut it off. It pissed me off majorly. I don't know why. And I didn't want to shut it off 'cause I knew my dad was listening to it.
I think I'm just a pissy, cynical bitch. Maybe envious, I don't know.
I'm thinking of taking a break from the internet. I'm addicted to it and it doesn't offer enough to satisfy me anymore. I gotta find more fulfillment in real life, more worthwhile things to do. And I want to stop being a slave to my various little addictions, hence my pathetic attempts to give up caffeine. Hey, it was a small coffee.
Week starts again tomorrow.