i finally got around to making a myspaceee

http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendID=24474023&Mytoken=20050808083915

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let me preface this by saying i'm fine. i swear, i am okay.
i broke up with joe. it was kind of a long time coming, but its still kind of hard. i dont really know what will happen, but i know that max is coming to see me next month and i know that i cant wait.

i feel betrayed. it was all a lie. 7 months were all a lie. my virginity was all a lie. i am so stupid, so naive. it makes me want to slip into old habits, but i know i cant. i dont even know whats happening to me. i havent even confronted him yet...but...professing his undying love to one of my best friends? thats low.

soooo im thinking since our pool is done i should have yall over next weekend? like saturday? cause its my bday and all...so whatever's good for all of you let me know

in my anger i forgot to mention in turning 15 in 3 hours and 40 minutes
happy birthday to me.

solo quiero decir que estoy MUY enojada con ALGUIEN....i mean
i just want to say that im REALLY angry with someone....what the fuck is the point of making your lj friends only if your FUCKING friends go off telling everyone who ISNT SUPPOSED TO READ IT whats in it? some friends I have. JESUS.

acgc was the fucking best time of my life. it really helped me to completely step outside myself and reevaluate a few things. i met so many new people from all over, and my eyes have been opened to the world around me. there is, of course, the issue of the boys i was with when i was there. there were two. but one of them is special. he lives in ( Read more... )

i was a mess last night
im leaving for PA in like 20 mins and i wont be back until jul. 8
i wont see joe until july 8
jhdfkdhfd

alsooo i got me a new cell phonee its a camera phone and GUESS WHAT THE RING TONE IS POSSUM!!! it's brick by ben folds....yusssss
so call meee

i miss joe..:-(

i'm leaving in five days...i know i want to have fun at spanish camp, leave home behind, maybe hook up with some hotties from nerd camp. but...i'm going to miss joe. and i know we have this agreement where we can hook up with whoever we want this summer...but i don't like to think about him doing stuff with other girls...as hypocritical as that is.
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