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true friends.
i can already get a feel that this year will bring alot of relizations of who they are and arnt. i just hope some of the friends i really thought were some of my besters dont end up not being what i thought if that mae sense?...*oh sigh*
conclusion- i care to much & its not healthy for me.
i want to write so much; but i dont know how to word it& im not starting anything im just expressing..so ill give it a try.
i think a friend should treat a friend the same; no matter who your around or what. i mean wouldnt it hurt to be around a friend when their with others & their excited to see everyone BUT you? & they pretty much talk to everyone BUT you? so you just figure youll go sit somewhere else pretty much ALONE. they walk by you many times; & dont even offer an " you can come with me if you want " or anything. & then an unlikley person asks you to hangout with them. i makes me a little sad. friends dont do that to a friend. am i right or am i wrong?
i need to the courage to speak up; but i cant seem to find it.
last 2nd part of last night was fun. went to the foley soccer game w/ mi madre & the 1st half i was pretty bored but then the 2nd half i hung out with julie. shes funny. hmm...then got Chicken Shack<3 and went to the novaks. we ate & played pictonary haha its was Me;Josh&Jack against Mom & MrN. we were pretty good. but we lost; it was fun tho lol.i had to draw the word feel..ha..ha..ha.
then we went hme & i was playing DDR with my sister. & i dont even know what i said but it wasnt bad & shes like "fuck you" & she said it to me like 6 million times that day & i was like " is that your new phrase for me?" and she chucked the PS2 controllre at me[yes i play with the contoller..its DDR the lazy way]. it hit me right in the shin area ish. it hurt sooooooo bad
i have a bump now. she has anger problems..=[
football game tonight.
comment with something good;advice;something silly. maybe all 3. lol thanks
<3sasa
i can already get a feel that this year will bring alot of relizations of who they are and arnt. i just hope some of the friends i really thought were some of my besters dont end up not being what i thought if that mae sense?...*oh sigh*
conclusion- i care to much & its not healthy for me.
i want to write so much; but i dont know how to word it& im not starting anything im just expressing..so ill give it a try.
i think a friend should treat a friend the same; no matter who your around or what. i mean wouldnt it hurt to be around a friend when their with others & their excited to see everyone BUT you? & they pretty much talk to everyone BUT you? so you just figure youll go sit somewhere else pretty much ALONE. they walk by you many times; & dont even offer an " you can come with me if you want " or anything. & then an unlikley person asks you to hangout with them. i makes me a little sad. friends dont do that to a friend. am i right or am i wrong?
i need to the courage to speak up; but i cant seem to find it.
last 2nd part of last night was fun. went to the foley soccer game w/ mi madre & the 1st half i was pretty bored but then the 2nd half i hung out with julie. shes funny. hmm...then got Chicken Shack<3 and went to the novaks. we ate & played pictonary haha its was Me;Josh&Jack against Mom & MrN. we were pretty good. but we lost; it was fun tho lol.i had to draw the word feel..ha..ha..ha.
then we went hme & i was playing DDR with my sister. & i dont even know what i said but it wasnt bad & shes like "fuck you" & she said it to me like 6 million times that day & i was like " is that your new phrase for me?" and she chucked the PS2 controllre at me[yes i play with the contoller..its DDR the lazy way]. it hit me right in the shin area ish. it hurt sooooooo bad
i have a bump now. she has anger problems..=[
football game tonight.
comment with something good;advice;something silly. maybe all 3. lol thanks
<3sasa