Do you still find yourself dreaming big? I've been feeling kind of lost lately. I need something to set my soul ablaze. I feel so comfortable here, but I feel like there is something lacking. A restlessness that I can't shake, but I'm not so sure I want to change where I'm at so much as I want to change myself. How I don't know, but I think it has ( Read more... )

I cleanse myself because I cannot sleep. I cannot sleep because I know that she weeps. Scrubbing myself until the 4'o'clock hour, there is no getting clean in this shower. Why must I always be the Messenger of Pain, the Carrier of Callousness? Waiting until the time is right, I no longer attempt to use my wings for flight. Not even sure if this ( Read more... )

It brought to my attention a flawed approach to life that I have been guilty of prescribing to for far too long. It is also something which I wish I could force some of my friends to read and really take it to heart because they are staring into some dirty faces ( Read more... )

Catapulting though time and space, just waiting for someone to slow this train of self-destruction. Perhaps, this chapter has unfolded just as it needs to. I've always been good at blaming others ( Read more... )

About a year ago I was in this exact same bed, but it was not so lonely. Distance does not make the heart grow fonder when you are trying to learn how not to love someone. It certainly does not mean the debriefing effectively diminishes any of your feelings either. Returning to Melanie's home in Plano has been bittersweet. Everywhere I walk in this ( Read more... )

If you get the chance you must dance ( Read more... )

List seven songs you are into right now. No matter what the genre, whether they have words, or even if they're any good, but they must be songs you're really enjoying now. Post these instructions in your LiveJournal along with your seven songs. Then tag seven other people to see what they're listening to ( Read more... )

Oh...enough people have commented here for me to feel the need for one of those public posts that says:

FRIENDS ONLY. Just comment and I'll add you, unless I hate you. Chances are, I don't hate you.

I don't think I hate anyone...

The "Rules":
1. Copy this whole list into your journal.
2. Bold the things that you have in common with me.
3. Whatever you don't bold, replace with things about you.

This is in comparison to comewaltzwithme.

1. Depression consumes me.
2. I have strange eating habits.
3. I do not self-harm.
4. I love LJ.
5. My favorite soda is Doctor Pepper.
6. I am from Texas. ( Read more... )

So yeah...I had planned on doing research all night, but alas Brittny you saved me from a night of burdensome and boredom. I owe her big time. She got be into Reggie/FATA for nada. Yes, that's right, you suckers paid $18.50 and I went for FREEEEEEE. *sigh* Sometimes I wish I were a girl so that I could get invited to hang out with the band ( Read more... )