Aug 26, 2005 02:24
well issac just left. he heart brocken. i hate to see ppl in pain or suffering. esspecially when its a friend.i wish i could go back to when i was 10. back when i was asleep. back to the days when ppl died it meant that they went to sleep for a long time. not how i see it now.i love life so much its not eveny funny i love the world. i mean i wake up some times eager to see what the days has planned. i figure you might as well enjoy it while your still alive.but no adays the world is discusting. there is so much apin in suffering. i don't want to see it any more. i don't want this information i just want to go back to when everything was fine. nothing to worry about. the only war was the one you and your friend played in the back yard. or your biggest worry was which cookie you were going to eat at snack time.i don't know if its that candy kicd in me trying to break out. or if its me just fed up and tired of the sham of a life that i and other ppl have been leading