How Awful

[tcashley]

How awful the world
can sometimes be
with everything crashing
all onto me
i think this may be
the time that i go
no more waiting
no more "for show"
the burden i'm feeling
the empty inside
everyone told me
everyone lied
it's allright
it's not that bad
you'll get over it
don't be sad
my stomach is crying
making strange sounds
here i come hell
release the hounds
i did not ask for forgiveness
i have terrible sins
no one would listen
i don't know were to begin
as darkness takes me
and i feel my breath slow
just one more thing
before i must go
that is if you care
or read this bullshit
but if you do
then listen to it
for sadness comes
in many formes
from tears to hate
in calm, in storms
and when it hits
don't sink yourself low
talk to someone
who already knows
they will listen
look into their eyes
see if they feel it
listen to the sighs
a genuine person
does exist
give them a chance
don't always resist