My Mood Ebs and Flows - Still
I love the song that I've pasted below. It wonderfully describes how I feel lately; where at once I’m energized and want
to attack life and get the most out of it, but realize that living happen and I just need to go with the flow. With each day I
feel like an entirely different person from who I was yesterday and this can be good or bad. I suppose that there's so
many aspects to my personality that some surface on one day only to go away the next. Sometimes its frustrating, but
that just stresses the importance of needing to just let go and steer, rather than constantly search for control of everything.
I feel like I know who I am, but my wilfulness doesn't need to be directed at holding onto that... but rather in having the discipline
to chill. That sounds like an oxymoron. But I just get so high strung... I've found something beautiful in just not worrying, not
pursuing.
I just want to get back to the basics and live in the momentary euphoria where I'm absolutely infatuated with living.
Mira - Going Nowhere
If you really focus on it
It will surround you
And if you want it bad enough
You have to let go of it
There’s so much I haven't tried
There’s so much I haven't tried
There’s so much I haven't tried
If you really focus on it
It will surround you
And if you want it bad enough
You have to let go of it
Beyond notice
For once just show it
Beyond notice
See why
Is that how I used to be?
Doesn’t even seem like me
Living is hardly living without our own acceptance of ourselves