Well....
lets just cut to the chase, ive been better. i pray that i can see and know God's will for my life and that im doing the right thing. im messed up. i dont know what i feel anymore. one day i feel one way and another day i feel another way. i cant decide whether or not i like him, sometimes i feel like im just falling in love w/ the idea of him and sometimes i feel like i honestly and truly like him. i dont know. i guess im not supposed to know. rar! it hurts! sometimes i feel like i cant stand it either way. distance sucks. especially from conneaut lake to california. im very whiny. rar again!