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I don't know what to think about the snow. I mean, it's keeping me from going to work tomorrow, and it got me out early today, but the drive home took three hours. It's really pretty, but it's also keeping me from seein' pat :-/ I miss him - we've both been workin our butts off ever since I've been home and haven't seen much of each other. Oh well, hopefully my birthday/christmas will be fun. I wanted him to come over tonight but he wouldn't because the roads are really bad, and finally he's like "fine, i'm on my way, but if i die it's your fault", and then just hung up. That REALLY hurt my feelings. But I guess it was wrong of me to force him to come over. It's my sister's 21st birthday today - i feel really bad for her! She was supposed to go out to the clubs and bars tonight w/ a bunch of her friends, but now she and two of her friends and mom and Dave are just downstairs chillin' in the basement, wackin' back a few buds. I should get down there. We just had cake - ,mmmmmm good. I need to go on a diet. I had a dream that I was on a diet and that it wasn't hard at all and I really liked it, but really I'm terrified by the fact that I will have to start dieting if I gain five more pounds. I told myself if I hit a certain weight I was going to do it, and I amd just five pounds from that limit!

I didn't mean to do it, but this year I spent over $500 on Christmas presents again. I was going to just buy some little simple gifts for my close friends, but I felt bad for just getting a bracelet or a pair of earrings or everyone, so they're getting a variety of things. And they're all so damn random... especially ashley's... Haha welp I'm off to the basement.