Fallen again but not giving up and back up again I hope

[tazdevil696]

Well well welll, its me again, and fallen. You know you think your happy well it only happens to me for a short period of time. I have been happy for over a month now and people know why. Because Jennifer is out of my life that is one, two I have became closer to god well trying anyways and three I have suzy in my life. This is how I felt about

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[anonymous]

look dude everyone breaks up w/ people and moves on but umm why dont u grow up and act like a man come on this is childish bull shit he said she did oh and my new g/f come one man ur not 12 or are u damn from what u said about jen anyone one their right mind would feel for the girl no one needs to be disrespected like that on the internet DIDNT ur mama teach u better then that as for the whole parental unit issue not calling to ask how they were doin whats the big freakin deal not every one needs to call momy everyday to ask if their alright obviously they are alive if they picked up the phone and said hello... (common sense) u should have been happy that a girl would just drop her life to go spend time w/ u in florida as for the whole drinking smoking issue ummm its legal its not like she is breaking n-e laws if it was sooo wrong then why is it legal plus didnt u say in a few entries earlier that ur car was toad in canada hmmm...hypercritical .... as for the whole truth i think maybe u should take a good look at things before jumping to conclusions basically what ur saying in your entry is your comparing 2 girls one who would applogize for not being at fault and one who would applogize when at fault whats the big deal that jen only applogized when she was wrong people shouldnt have to say "SORRY" if nothin was wrong and look man u cant blame jen for u changing ur major u are in control of ur own actions u made the choice to come back as far as the whole mall thing goes girls talk of other girls come on its a girl thing even my g/f does it and she would pass her heart out to anyone personally i think its immature

[tazdevil696]

Hey who ever you are, first off I like your post whatever but I dont think you really got my point here. Live journal is a place not only to vent but to say your feelings and whats on your mind, thats what was on my mind a few days ago. I am moving on and growing up. Lets spilt this up in sections. The disrespect thing, yes what I said was pretty strong, but like I said thats how I felt, its my opinion everyones is different. The parental issue, you know Im really close to my family, my environment is different then hers, thats my norm is call my mum and dad everyday and ask them how they doing. I give them affection and thats me because I have this respect for them and I love them to death. It just bothered me that she would just care for her dog more than her mum. We were there 2 weeks I dont remember one day that she asked how her mum was doing, not even one bro, by the way no one has common sense, of course shes living when they say hello, dont be a smart ass. I was happy that she came but there was a few times I didnt enjoy and Im not saying them on her because they wouldnt be right. The whole drinking and smoking thing, thats what I dont like, of course shes not breaking any laws well drinking she is but being serious I am picky about girls and I am just not into it, other people are thats fine but thats just me, like I said again my opinion. Yes my car was towed in canada, but does that mean I drank there or got laid?? No it doesnt, thats just making assumtions. In fact I swear I didnt but you can believe whatever you want. I dont like the club life anyways so that could tell you there. The truth thing I learned from sociology class I learn a lot this year. So thats what I am basing my opinions on. Really I cant blame jen for many things? You may think Im crazy but maybe you just dont know the half of it, Im not saying believe me or her just it seems you dont know much about her or even me for that matter. She wasnt talking to girls in the mall, girls were looking at her, giving her certain looks that made her parnoid, it was dumb because really everyone looks at everyone else, that doesnt mean they are saying stuff bad, they could be just happen to look at that moment. But hey you know I have the decently to tell my opinion and say my name, but I guess you dont, maybe your ashamed who knows. I would at least like to know who you are. Thanks for taking the time to read my journal entry, you must like keeping up with my life.

God Bless

Anton