We Really Shouldn't Be Doing This (4/?)
Title: We Really Shouldn't Be Doing This (4/?)
Author: tazanya
Genre: Comedy-Romance with a bit of crack; this and later Chapters have some angst and melodrama
Rating: R mostly for language and violence
Pairing: GD-Minzy-TOP, GD/CL, other YG family pairings
Author's Note: Minzy will NOT be involved in any sexytimes above PG-13.
DISCLAIMER: This is a work of fiction. Any similarity to actual events or people is for entertainment and parody purposes only.
CHAPTER 4: I Can't Believe You
"Are you calling me a cheater?" I asked her incredulously.
"No, Ji of course not,” she responds, "I am just having a hard time believing you."
"What else can I say CL, I have not now, nor have I ever been involved with this Kiko b*tch, I don't even like her." I am trying to remain rational, but I am getting sick of the accusations, especially from her.
"Then why is it that every time you spend even five seconds in Japan her name comes up." although she has a good point, why can't she just f*cking trust me. "Why is it every time I see her when I am in Japan she is giving me these weird looks?"
I look at CL, I can tell she is hurt, she is not a pushy girlfriend at all, but the constant barrage of Kiko news is battering away at her trust. I want to be less hurt, but I can't help but feel a bit pissed that she can't trust me more. Doesn't she know I would never cheat on her, least of all with that skank. I suspect we will be arguing about this for the whole night. What a waste. I would have been a bit happier had I known YoungBae was at this very moment having just as bad a conversation in Japan.
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shyboy101: you set the parameters of this non-relationship not me.
lipsfordays: I only set them because you were clearly hung up on someone else.
shyboy101: so are you saying you want to make this official?
lipsfordays: no way.......No!
shyboy101: so what the hell is your problem?
lipsfordays: my problem is I feel bad that GD is getting all the flack when it's us that are "hanging out"
shyboy101: if you call what you and those lips do to me and lil youngbae "hanging out" I can't wait to see "hooking up" ^__________^.
lipsfordays: Naughty boy, I'm down, if you are? My photoshoot ends at about midnight.
shyboy101: Count me in. And don't worry about GD he's a big boy.
lipsfordays: you don't seem to worry about him whatsoever, what a friend. I guess I won't worry then.
shyboy101: You had to go and f*uck up the mood.
shyboy101: jealous b*tches really turn me off.
1arrogantcityboy: We need to talk!
lipsfordays: So now, not only am I jealous, which I am not, I'm a b*tch.
shyboy101: Either that or you really do want a chance at GD, it won't be the first time we tag-teamed. ^__^
lipsfordays: not my style, but nice that you think I would be down for that.
lipsfordays: I can't believe you are making me into the slut when you are the one actively trying to breakup your best friend's relationship.
shyboy101: I am not actively doing sh*t, they are not right for each other plain and simple.
1arrogantcityboy: Have you seen the new Kiko articles?
lipsfordays: Yeah sure, you just have their best interests at heart /sarcasm intended
shyboy101: exactly
lipsfordays: you lying sack of sh*t.
shyboy101: What the hell is your deal today?
lipsfordays: You know what don't bother coming over tonight, I don't have it in me to pretend like I don't hear you moan Chaerin's name while you're f*cking me.
shyboy101: Sh*t, babe, I said I was sorry about that. Really. Let me come over, I will totally make it up to you?
shyboy101: Don't be mad.
shyboy101: Ignoring me now?
shyboy101: Whatever, B. Hit me up when your done acting like a little girl.
shyboy101: Sorry, late reply. I think Kiko is pms'ing or something.
1arrogantcityboy: Did you see the articles? She is getting a mountain of hate from our fans.
shyboy101: You guys really are just friends so I don't see what the big deal is.
1arrogantcityboy: The big deal is that I may just be friends with her, but you most certainly are not. There is a fire, the reports just have the wrong smoke.
shyboy101: Yeah, but who would believe I am screwing some random model.
1arrogantcityboy: It's ok if the world thinks I am screwing her, but god forbid our precious choirboy would even dream of holding her hand.
1arrogantcityboy: I could care less about the world actually. There are only so many of these Kiko rumors CL is gonna be able to stand.
shyboy101: I get it now. This sh*t isn't about the fans slamming Kiko it's about you and CL. What is CL locking those legs up, cuz she thinks you're two-timing her?
1arrogantcityboy: I am warning you, don't talk about her like that. Why are you always so nasty when it comes to CL.
shyboy101: Not just her, you know how I am. This innocent boy sh*t is getting really old.
1arrogantcityboy: It sucks that you have to be like that, but the fans don't want to hear just how much booty your getting now. For a late bloomer you sure caught on quick.
shyboy101: Well whatever man. Look, sorry about the articles, we just figured it'd be easier for all involved. I didn't think CL would go all uber jealous.
1arrogantcityboy: She's not jealous at all, she is just seeing the smoke a bit too often. and since I promised YOU I wouldn't tell anyone, it's causing problems.
shyboy101: What do you want me to do. I could talk to her.
1arrogantcityboy: Unless you are gonna tell her its really you, don't bother.
shyboy101: I could, Kiko and I are pretty much done anyway,
1arrogantcityboy: Too bad TT___TT
shyboy101: Don't shed any tears, I'm not. Well, I might cry over tonight's blueballs, but that's it.
shyboy101: speaking of which, I need to see about getting lil Young Bae some company, laters
1arrogantcityboy: Dude, tmi* TMfuckingI!
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I haven't spoken to Minzy since last week's ego crushing debacle of a conversation. Not that I really want to. I mean, I want to talk with her, but I usually say something that pisses her off and then it's a mess. I'd rather be whispering sweet nothings into her ear like those other two. Wait, sweet nothings are bad, sweet nothings lead to not-so-sweet somethings, which would lead to murder if GD were to ever find out. Keeping secrets in YG is hard, keeping secrets from the boys, damn near impossible.
What if I got a fake girlfriend, I could use her as subterfuge from my real dates with Minzy. We'd have to meet offsite, but that shouldn't be too hard, we live in the same building after all.
Top: YOU CANNOT DATE MINZY, not now not ever. YOU CANNOT THINK ABOUT DATING MINZY. YOU CANNOT DREAM ABOUT DATINGMINZY. YOU CANNOT YEARN TO BE WITH MINZY.
She isn't' even your type. You like glamorous women, with long long legs that are actresses or models, that are intense and sly. You like the mental foreplay of a worldly women. Of course those same women mock your bearbricks and are embarrassed by your cute side. Those women want Vick** and rather you keep Bingu*** hidden forever.
Minzy on the other hand is a massive ball of contradictions, fresh and innocent one second, sensual and steamy the next. She winds me up when she giggles at her unnies and those intense eyes of hers she heats me up when she is performing. I have to find a way to get her off my mind.
I was pulled out of my musings by the soft buzz in my pocket. I check my phone and sure enough its a DM from my arch nemesis /ahem/ friend.
1arrogantcityboy: I was totally expecting you to be DMing me like a lunatic by now. The distraction would have been welcome.
18onthe18th: why?
1arrogantcityboy: Drama with CL, she is getting really suspicious about this Kiko thing.
18onthe18th: DON'T CARE! just effing tell her about Bae.
1arrogantcityboy: Thanks for the support man.
18onthe18th: Why would I be DMing you?
1arrogantcityboy: Ah. Let me brighten your day will a couple photos. http://i51.tinypic.com/33z748x.jpghttp://i56.tinypic.com/10f6seg.jpg
18onthe18th: Dead men!
1arrogantcityboy: Before you go murdering people, it looks like its just coffee and seems pretty harmless.
18onthe18th: Harmless, HARMLESS! some bootyhole pretty boy is practically sitting on Minzy's lap and you call that harmless.
1arrogantcityboy: I asked around, they are all just buddies.
18onthe18th: I am “buddies" with other women and you don't see me sitting body to body with them.
1arrogantcityboy: Ask Minzy I bet she will confirm that its not that big of a deal.
18onthe18th: You know what your right, I need to let Minzy know her behavior is UNACCEPTABLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
1arrogantcityboy: OH really ^^ Good Luck with that hyung, cuz women really like it when a guy gives them orders on their behavior.
18onthe18th: I'm Out!
1arrogantcityboy: Don't do anything too stupid. Oh right, it's you I am talking about.
Luckily I am already dressed so its easy for me to grab my keys and wallet and head straight for Minzy-town aka the 2NE1 practice room. Those twins better not be there or I don't know what I will do. It takes all my control not to race over to the YG offices, but I eventually get there. I peep through the glass of 2NE1's practice room and sure enough Minzy is in there practicing, how can she be so cute and sexy AT THE SAME TIME?
I tentatively knock on the door when there is a break in the music. She motions for me to come in.
“Oppa! Glad you are here.” she pulls me further into the practice room and then walks over to the stereo to reset the music.
“Wait, I had something to talk to you about.” I need to get straight to the point. I had even printed out copies of the pictures so she couldn't wiggle her cute little butt out of this one.
“That can wait, can you critique my latest dance, I am thinking about doing another Rihanna cover for our comeback promotions next month.” a dance, a new dance, just for me. Photos can wait.
“The name of the song is SKIN.” she explains. Skin, I think to myself, I haven't heard the song, but something tells me that a Rihanna song titled skin is not going to help me, not in the least.
Minzy explains, “its not the whole song, just the first part and one of the refrains.”
Lyrics to section Minzy dances to
0:00-0:53
The mood is set,
So you already know what's next.
TV on blast,
Turn it down, Turn it down.
Don't want it to clash, With my body screaming now.
I know you hearin' it, You got me moaning now.
I got a secret that I wanna show you, oh.
I got a secret imma drop em to the floor, oh.
2:48-3:00
All in baby,
Don't hold nothing back.
Wanna take control,
Nothing wrong with that.
Say you liking how I feel,
Ain't gotta tell me that.
Just put your skin baby on my skin.
3:32-End
No heels, No shirt, No skirt, All I'm in is just skin.
No jeans, Take em off, Wanna feel your skin.
You a beast, oh.
You know that I like that.
Come on baby, All I wanna see you in is just skin.
All I wanna see you in is just skin.
All I wanna see you in is just skin.
All I wanna see you in
All I wanna see you in is your skin, oh.
Minzy seems shy at first, but after the first bars she seems to forget I am even there. Her dancing is hypnotic it radiates from deep inside her entire body and flows like silk, her movements are beautifully interwoven, breathing with meaningful, effortless grace and sensuality. As Minzyfinishes the dance, I let out the air I had been holding in without realizing it.
She is staring at me expectantly, waiting for a critique on her "dancing". My legs had given out within the first few seconds of Minzy's dancing, I had sat on one of the benches and intently watched her every move. I had long since crossed my legs as my body's, well one particular part of my body, made an uncontrolled response to Minzy's movements. A few more seconds ticked by until I found my voice.
“I forbid you to perform this dance ever again." I bark at her without thinking. Who am I to forbid her, dear god why why why why must I lose all sense, when it comes to this girl.
"Excuse me?," as expected Minzy is incredulous at my outburst.
Not one to back down from assured humiliation, "it's dancing like that coupled with these pictures, that will give people wrong thoughts about you."
"What pictures are you talking about?" she asks, "Plus, all I wanted to know was did you like the dance or not, jeez?"
“The dance is too sexy, way to sexy, don't you know how young you are. You can't move like that in public. I couldn't catch all the lyrics, but I have an idea they won't fly on broadcasts. I know you are "ero-Minzy" but do you always have to dance so sexily. Not to mention, now you are even letting the twins post up these nearly pornographic pictures. Don't you care about your image, don't you care about 2NE1's image." I didn't mean to rant, I was not planning on a tirade, but seeing her dance so sexily after the flirtatious pictures was too much too handle. How am I supposed to keep my hands off her if she is frittering around town being so f*cking sexy.
Luckily she ignores the majority of my rant and focuses on the p*rn pictures, “What pornographic pictures, there is NO WAY such things like that were posted of me.” I quickly hand her the photos. She stares at them for a few moments, contemplating.
"Is this pornographic to you?" she asks politely. "You really need to get out more Oppa." she is actually laughing at me, AGAIN.
“Well maybe not pornographic, but you are sitting too close together, it looks to intimate.” I am becoming more and more flustered. "Look Minzy all I am saying is that you should try, TRY to be a bit more civilized." I hope that didn't come out as condescending as it sounded.
The look on her face deflates that hope instantaneously, "So let me get this straight, you think I am a child, you also think I am some raging slut, and now I can add uncivilized to the list of attributes you think I possess. Tell me what you really think oppa." Yep, Minzy is getting pissed. AGAIN.
"That is not what I meant, and you know it. I just mean can... this conversation is getting out of hand, let me be clearer."
Before I can continue she cuts me off. "Except this isn't a conversation, you are yelling at me for god's knows what." to be fair, I wasn't REALLY yelling per se.
"I would be happy if only God knew, but the whole world has photographic proof of you palling around and getting cozy with these, hmm, these what, dancers? restaurant workers? friends? It's a bit unseemly." there that didn't sound bad at all. I am just a concerned brother looking out for his younger sister.
With a exasperated sigh she says, "It's nothing."
"I just don't like, it ... I can't stand it." shouldn't that be enough Minzy?
"I really don't care what you like," she fires back. "Coworkers shouldn't interfere in one anothers' personal lives. Don't you think ahjussi," wth she back to using ahjussi again.
"I am not just a f*cking coworker ---" now I am getting angry, "sorry, I didn't mean to curse, it's just.."
"Then what are you, WHAT ARE YOU?" she yells right back. "You are not my dad, you are not my friend, we certainly aren't dating, what the hell are you to me Choi Seung Hyun-ahjussi."
"Enough with the ahjussi business, its starting to piss me off. Why can't I just be an older brother looking out for you?" That really is the best solution.
"I don't need or want any more older brothers. I have had it up to here with all of you "OPPAS" telling me what to do. It's my bloody life." she says through clenched teeth, only the tears welling in her eyes showing just how upset she is.
She continues, "Plus. Plus, the last thing I need is for you, you of all people to be just another oppa."
I can't stand the idea of causing her tears, I try to give an honest response, "I wish...GD'd kill me...I can't see you as more than just a dongsaeng, I can't. I can't. I can't."
"Can't or won't" Minzy says unable to control her tears.
I feel like an booty, she deserves the truth, "Fine. "won't" because once that Pandora's box is open, I will lose my control."
"Doesn't seem like you have much control as it is." So her spunk is still there despite her soft crying. I wish I could hold and comfort her, but I am not kidding about the control problem.
"Are you crazy, have you seen yourself, the tiny waste, the honey thighs, the round butt, the everything." why did I say that out loud, she is going to think i am a disgusting pervert. "see, SEE! what happens if I let my mind wander. I can't. It isn't right."
After a few moments of painful silence, she says in a measured tone, "am i always going to be too young to you. Is that all that is holding you back?” As Minzy speaks she walks closer to me, not so much walks, but strolls, stalks, struts...
"Minzy I like you alot, too much for my own good, but this, us, is wrong. It can't happen." I confessed with caveats. Why is Minzy still approaching me?
"Why is it so wrong if I like you too?” she is getting too close, I take a few steps backwards distancing myself from her as best I can.
"You are a beautiful young woman, I don't want to be responsible for destroying you innocence." She is so close now, I can hear her breath. Her eyes are still red from crying but no longer sad, she looks determined. My resolve is withering away as all I can think about is what her lips would feel like against mine, how they would taste, what it would be like to run my fingers through her hair, encircle her waist and pull her as close as physics will allow.
She looks up and I almost lose myself in her beautiful dark eyes, her next words take my breath away.
"I'm not that innocent."
By the grace of the man above, Daesung clumsily bursts into the room oblivious to the intense atmosphere that until then had engulfed the practice room. "Hyung, its time to go or we will be late, hey Minzy."
We both jump back from each other a bit startled by the intrusion. A quick goodbye is all I can manage to say as I hurriedly follow Daesung's retreating form. Clearly the conversation is not over, but what I had almost been about to say, what I had almost been about to do, is too horrifying to contemplate. GD'd kill me.
END of CHAPTER 4
Chapter Notes
* TMI - too much information
**Vick - Top's assassin character in spy drama IRIS
***Bingu is a nickname that the boys have for TOP revealed by Daesung on Family Outing Season 1. There is even a special Bingu-dance (Top was not amused by Dae's betrayal lol) http://img408.imageshack.us/img408/5939/ep...ngutopdance.jpg
Shyboy101 -- Tae Yang aka Young Bae
lipsfordays -- is Kiko a Japanese supermodel repeatedly linked to GD in the media
Author's Note
I purposely interjected GD's direct messages with Kiko and YoungBae's because I wanted to give off the idea that GD was interrupting the convo hence YB's slow response. Sorry Bae fans, he is a manwhore.
I make no apologies for my characterization of Kiko, all the way a Kiko non-fan; she is way way too close to Bigbang for my liking.
Author: tazanya
Genre: Comedy-Romance with a bit of crack; this and later Chapters have some angst and melodrama
Rating: R mostly for language and violence
Pairing: GD-Minzy-TOP, GD/CL, other YG family pairings
Author's Note: Minzy will NOT be involved in any sexytimes above PG-13.
DISCLAIMER: This is a work of fiction. Any similarity to actual events or people is for entertainment and parody purposes only.
CHAPTER 4: I Can't Believe You
"Are you calling me a cheater?" I asked her incredulously.
"No, Ji of course not,” she responds, "I am just having a hard time believing you."
"What else can I say CL, I have not now, nor have I ever been involved with this Kiko b*tch, I don't even like her." I am trying to remain rational, but I am getting sick of the accusations, especially from her.
"Then why is it that every time you spend even five seconds in Japan her name comes up." although she has a good point, why can't she just f*cking trust me. "Why is it every time I see her when I am in Japan she is giving me these weird looks?"
I look at CL, I can tell she is hurt, she is not a pushy girlfriend at all, but the constant barrage of Kiko news is battering away at her trust. I want to be less hurt, but I can't help but feel a bit pissed that she can't trust me more. Doesn't she know I would never cheat on her, least of all with that skank. I suspect we will be arguing about this for the whole night. What a waste. I would have been a bit happier had I known YoungBae was at this very moment having just as bad a conversation in Japan.
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shyboy101: you set the parameters of this non-relationship not me.
lipsfordays: I only set them because you were clearly hung up on someone else.
shyboy101: so are you saying you want to make this official?
lipsfordays: no way.......No!
shyboy101: so what the hell is your problem?
lipsfordays: my problem is I feel bad that GD is getting all the flack when it's us that are "hanging out"
shyboy101: if you call what you and those lips do to me and lil youngbae "hanging out" I can't wait to see "hooking up" ^__________^.
lipsfordays: Naughty boy, I'm down, if you are? My photoshoot ends at about midnight.
shyboy101: Count me in. And don't worry about GD he's a big boy.
lipsfordays: you don't seem to worry about him whatsoever, what a friend. I guess I won't worry then.
shyboy101: You had to go and f*uck up the mood.
shyboy101: jealous b*tches really turn me off.
1arrogantcityboy: We need to talk!
lipsfordays: So now, not only am I jealous, which I am not, I'm a b*tch.
shyboy101: Either that or you really do want a chance at GD, it won't be the first time we tag-teamed. ^__^
lipsfordays: not my style, but nice that you think I would be down for that.
lipsfordays: I can't believe you are making me into the slut when you are the one actively trying to breakup your best friend's relationship.
shyboy101: I am not actively doing sh*t, they are not right for each other plain and simple.
1arrogantcityboy: Have you seen the new Kiko articles?
lipsfordays: Yeah sure, you just have their best interests at heart /sarcasm intended
shyboy101: exactly
lipsfordays: you lying sack of sh*t.
shyboy101: What the hell is your deal today?
lipsfordays: You know what don't bother coming over tonight, I don't have it in me to pretend like I don't hear you moan Chaerin's name while you're f*cking me.
shyboy101: Sh*t, babe, I said I was sorry about that. Really. Let me come over, I will totally make it up to you?
shyboy101: Don't be mad.
shyboy101: Ignoring me now?
shyboy101: Whatever, B. Hit me up when your done acting like a little girl.
shyboy101: Sorry, late reply. I think Kiko is pms'ing or something.
1arrogantcityboy: Did you see the articles? She is getting a mountain of hate from our fans.
shyboy101: You guys really are just friends so I don't see what the big deal is.
1arrogantcityboy: The big deal is that I may just be friends with her, but you most certainly are not. There is a fire, the reports just have the wrong smoke.
shyboy101: Yeah, but who would believe I am screwing some random model.
1arrogantcityboy: It's ok if the world thinks I am screwing her, but god forbid our precious choirboy would even dream of holding her hand.
1arrogantcityboy: I could care less about the world actually. There are only so many of these Kiko rumors CL is gonna be able to stand.
shyboy101: I get it now. This sh*t isn't about the fans slamming Kiko it's about you and CL. What is CL locking those legs up, cuz she thinks you're two-timing her?
1arrogantcityboy: I am warning you, don't talk about her like that. Why are you always so nasty when it comes to CL.
shyboy101: Not just her, you know how I am. This innocent boy sh*t is getting really old.
1arrogantcityboy: It sucks that you have to be like that, but the fans don't want to hear just how much booty your getting now. For a late bloomer you sure caught on quick.
shyboy101: Well whatever man. Look, sorry about the articles, we just figured it'd be easier for all involved. I didn't think CL would go all uber jealous.
1arrogantcityboy: She's not jealous at all, she is just seeing the smoke a bit too often. and since I promised YOU I wouldn't tell anyone, it's causing problems.
shyboy101: What do you want me to do. I could talk to her.
1arrogantcityboy: Unless you are gonna tell her its really you, don't bother.
shyboy101: I could, Kiko and I are pretty much done anyway,
1arrogantcityboy: Too bad TT___TT
shyboy101: Don't shed any tears, I'm not. Well, I might cry over tonight's blueballs, but that's it.
shyboy101: speaking of which, I need to see about getting lil Young Bae some company, laters
1arrogantcityboy: Dude, tmi* TMfuckingI!
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I haven't spoken to Minzy since last week's ego crushing debacle of a conversation. Not that I really want to. I mean, I want to talk with her, but I usually say something that pisses her off and then it's a mess. I'd rather be whispering sweet nothings into her ear like those other two. Wait, sweet nothings are bad, sweet nothings lead to not-so-sweet somethings, which would lead to murder if GD were to ever find out. Keeping secrets in YG is hard, keeping secrets from the boys, damn near impossible.
What if I got a fake girlfriend, I could use her as subterfuge from my real dates with Minzy. We'd have to meet offsite, but that shouldn't be too hard, we live in the same building after all.
Top: YOU CANNOT DATE MINZY, not now not ever. YOU CANNOT THINK ABOUT DATING MINZY. YOU CANNOT DREAM ABOUT DATINGMINZY. YOU CANNOT YEARN TO BE WITH MINZY.
She isn't' even your type. You like glamorous women, with long long legs that are actresses or models, that are intense and sly. You like the mental foreplay of a worldly women. Of course those same women mock your bearbricks and are embarrassed by your cute side. Those women want Vick** and rather you keep Bingu*** hidden forever.
Minzy on the other hand is a massive ball of contradictions, fresh and innocent one second, sensual and steamy the next. She winds me up when she giggles at her unnies and those intense eyes of hers she heats me up when she is performing. I have to find a way to get her off my mind.
I was pulled out of my musings by the soft buzz in my pocket. I check my phone and sure enough its a DM from my arch nemesis /ahem/ friend.
1arrogantcityboy: I was totally expecting you to be DMing me like a lunatic by now. The distraction would have been welcome.
18onthe18th: why?
1arrogantcityboy: Drama with CL, she is getting really suspicious about this Kiko thing.
18onthe18th: DON'T CARE! just effing tell her about Bae.
1arrogantcityboy: Thanks for the support man.
18onthe18th: Why would I be DMing you?
1arrogantcityboy: Ah. Let me brighten your day will a couple photos. http://i51.tinypic.com/33z748x.jpghttp://i56.tinypic.com/10f6seg.jpg
18onthe18th: Dead men!
1arrogantcityboy: Before you go murdering people, it looks like its just coffee and seems pretty harmless.
18onthe18th: Harmless, HARMLESS! some bootyhole pretty boy is practically sitting on Minzy's lap and you call that harmless.
1arrogantcityboy: I asked around, they are all just buddies.
18onthe18th: I am “buddies" with other women and you don't see me sitting body to body with them.
1arrogantcityboy: Ask Minzy I bet she will confirm that its not that big of a deal.
18onthe18th: You know what your right, I need to let Minzy know her behavior is UNACCEPTABLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
1arrogantcityboy: OH really ^^ Good Luck with that hyung, cuz women really like it when a guy gives them orders on their behavior.
18onthe18th: I'm Out!
1arrogantcityboy: Don't do anything too stupid. Oh right, it's you I am talking about.
Luckily I am already dressed so its easy for me to grab my keys and wallet and head straight for Minzy-town aka the 2NE1 practice room. Those twins better not be there or I don't know what I will do. It takes all my control not to race over to the YG offices, but I eventually get there. I peep through the glass of 2NE1's practice room and sure enough Minzy is in there practicing, how can she be so cute and sexy AT THE SAME TIME?
I tentatively knock on the door when there is a break in the music. She motions for me to come in.
“Oppa! Glad you are here.” she pulls me further into the practice room and then walks over to the stereo to reset the music.
“Wait, I had something to talk to you about.” I need to get straight to the point. I had even printed out copies of the pictures so she couldn't wiggle her cute little butt out of this one.
“That can wait, can you critique my latest dance, I am thinking about doing another Rihanna cover for our comeback promotions next month.” a dance, a new dance, just for me. Photos can wait.
“The name of the song is SKIN.” she explains. Skin, I think to myself, I haven't heard the song, but something tells me that a Rihanna song titled skin is not going to help me, not in the least.
Minzy explains, “its not the whole song, just the first part and one of the refrains.”
Click to viewLyrics to section Minzy dances to
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The mood is set,
So you already know what's next.
TV on blast,
Turn it down, Turn it down.
Don't want it to clash, With my body screaming now.
I know you hearin' it, You got me moaning now.
I got a secret that I wanna show you, oh.
I got a secret imma drop em to the floor, oh.
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All in baby,
Don't hold nothing back.
Wanna take control,
Nothing wrong with that.
Say you liking how I feel,
Ain't gotta tell me that.
Just put your skin baby on my skin.
3:32-End
No heels, No shirt, No skirt, All I'm in is just skin.
No jeans, Take em off, Wanna feel your skin.
You a beast, oh.
You know that I like that.
Come on baby, All I wanna see you in is just skin.
All I wanna see you in is just skin.
All I wanna see you in is just skin.
All I wanna see you in
All I wanna see you in is your skin, oh.
Minzy seems shy at first, but after the first bars she seems to forget I am even there. Her dancing is hypnotic it radiates from deep inside her entire body and flows like silk, her movements are beautifully interwoven, breathing with meaningful, effortless grace and sensuality. As Minzyfinishes the dance, I let out the air I had been holding in without realizing it.
She is staring at me expectantly, waiting for a critique on her "dancing". My legs had given out within the first few seconds of Minzy's dancing, I had sat on one of the benches and intently watched her every move. I had long since crossed my legs as my body's, well one particular part of my body, made an uncontrolled response to Minzy's movements. A few more seconds ticked by until I found my voice.
“I forbid you to perform this dance ever again." I bark at her without thinking. Who am I to forbid her, dear god why why why why must I lose all sense, when it comes to this girl.
"Excuse me?," as expected Minzy is incredulous at my outburst.
Not one to back down from assured humiliation, "it's dancing like that coupled with these pictures, that will give people wrong thoughts about you."
"What pictures are you talking about?" she asks, "Plus, all I wanted to know was did you like the dance or not, jeez?"
“The dance is too sexy, way to sexy, don't you know how young you are. You can't move like that in public. I couldn't catch all the lyrics, but I have an idea they won't fly on broadcasts. I know you are "ero-Minzy" but do you always have to dance so sexily. Not to mention, now you are even letting the twins post up these nearly pornographic pictures. Don't you care about your image, don't you care about 2NE1's image." I didn't mean to rant, I was not planning on a tirade, but seeing her dance so sexily after the flirtatious pictures was too much too handle. How am I supposed to keep my hands off her if she is frittering around town being so f*cking sexy.
Luckily she ignores the majority of my rant and focuses on the p*rn pictures, “What pornographic pictures, there is NO WAY such things like that were posted of me.” I quickly hand her the photos. She stares at them for a few moments, contemplating.
"Is this pornographic to you?" she asks politely. "You really need to get out more Oppa." she is actually laughing at me, AGAIN.
“Well maybe not pornographic, but you are sitting too close together, it looks to intimate.” I am becoming more and more flustered. "Look Minzy all I am saying is that you should try, TRY to be a bit more civilized." I hope that didn't come out as condescending as it sounded.
The look on her face deflates that hope instantaneously, "So let me get this straight, you think I am a child, you also think I am some raging slut, and now I can add uncivilized to the list of attributes you think I possess. Tell me what you really think oppa." Yep, Minzy is getting pissed. AGAIN.
"That is not what I meant, and you know it. I just mean can... this conversation is getting out of hand, let me be clearer."
Before I can continue she cuts me off. "Except this isn't a conversation, you are yelling at me for god's knows what." to be fair, I wasn't REALLY yelling per se.
"I would be happy if only God knew, but the whole world has photographic proof of you palling around and getting cozy with these, hmm, these what, dancers? restaurant workers? friends? It's a bit unseemly." there that didn't sound bad at all. I am just a concerned brother looking out for his younger sister.
With a exasperated sigh she says, "It's nothing."
"I just don't like, it ... I can't stand it." shouldn't that be enough Minzy?
"I really don't care what you like," she fires back. "Coworkers shouldn't interfere in one anothers' personal lives. Don't you think ahjussi," wth she back to using ahjussi again.
"I am not just a f*cking coworker ---" now I am getting angry, "sorry, I didn't mean to curse, it's just.."
"Then what are you, WHAT ARE YOU?" she yells right back. "You are not my dad, you are not my friend, we certainly aren't dating, what the hell are you to me Choi Seung Hyun-ahjussi."
"Enough with the ahjussi business, its starting to piss me off. Why can't I just be an older brother looking out for you?" That really is the best solution.
"I don't need or want any more older brothers. I have had it up to here with all of you "OPPAS" telling me what to do. It's my bloody life." she says through clenched teeth, only the tears welling in her eyes showing just how upset she is.
She continues, "Plus. Plus, the last thing I need is for you, you of all people to be just another oppa."
I can't stand the idea of causing her tears, I try to give an honest response, "I wish...GD'd kill me...I can't see you as more than just a dongsaeng, I can't. I can't. I can't."
"Can't or won't" Minzy says unable to control her tears.
I feel like an booty, she deserves the truth, "Fine. "won't" because once that Pandora's box is open, I will lose my control."
"Doesn't seem like you have much control as it is." So her spunk is still there despite her soft crying. I wish I could hold and comfort her, but I am not kidding about the control problem.
"Are you crazy, have you seen yourself, the tiny waste, the honey thighs, the round butt, the everything." why did I say that out loud, she is going to think i am a disgusting pervert. "see, SEE! what happens if I let my mind wander. I can't. It isn't right."
After a few moments of painful silence, she says in a measured tone, "am i always going to be too young to you. Is that all that is holding you back?” As Minzy speaks she walks closer to me, not so much walks, but strolls, stalks, struts...
"Minzy I like you alot, too much for my own good, but this, us, is wrong. It can't happen." I confessed with caveats. Why is Minzy still approaching me?
"Why is it so wrong if I like you too?” she is getting too close, I take a few steps backwards distancing myself from her as best I can.
"You are a beautiful young woman, I don't want to be responsible for destroying you innocence." She is so close now, I can hear her breath. Her eyes are still red from crying but no longer sad, she looks determined. My resolve is withering away as all I can think about is what her lips would feel like against mine, how they would taste, what it would be like to run my fingers through her hair, encircle her waist and pull her as close as physics will allow.
She looks up and I almost lose myself in her beautiful dark eyes, her next words take my breath away.
"I'm not that innocent."
By the grace of the man above, Daesung clumsily bursts into the room oblivious to the intense atmosphere that until then had engulfed the practice room. "Hyung, its time to go or we will be late, hey Minzy."
We both jump back from each other a bit startled by the intrusion. A quick goodbye is all I can manage to say as I hurriedly follow Daesung's retreating form. Clearly the conversation is not over, but what I had almost been about to say, what I had almost been about to do, is too horrifying to contemplate. GD'd kill me.
END of CHAPTER 4
Chapter Notes
* TMI - too much information
**Vick - Top's assassin character in spy drama IRIS
***Bingu is a nickname that the boys have for TOP revealed by Daesung on Family Outing Season 1. There is even a special Bingu-dance (Top was not amused by Dae's betrayal lol) http://img408.imageshack.us/img408/5939/ep...ngutopdance.jpg
Shyboy101 -- Tae Yang aka Young Bae
lipsfordays -- is Kiko a Japanese supermodel repeatedly linked to GD in the media
Author's Note
I purposely interjected GD's direct messages with Kiko and YoungBae's because I wanted to give off the idea that GD was interrupting the convo hence YB's slow response. Sorry Bae fans, he is a manwhore.
I make no apologies for my characterization of Kiko, all the way a Kiko non-fan; she is way way too close to Bigbang for my liking.