Nov 14, 2006 19:46
I have done some thinking.and although i miss michael like crazy,i dont need love to be happy.I have an amazing best friend,who is always there for me no matter what time of day,im always having an amazing time with her,i love her to death,i dont know what i would do without her.And my group of friends at school all leave me speechless,like alexis,me and her laugh so much together,i love it.Zach,he makes me laugh till i pee.Tom,i love giving that kid piggy back rides,and love watching him trying to hardcore dance.Bri is the sweetest,even though we didnt get along at one point,i love her so much,and i hope she knows that.and chris,hes such a dork.megan,omg,i love her alot,i miss being really close friends,but being just plain ol' friends is good enough.sarah,aw,this girl has been through alot,she is so sweet,i wuv yew sarah.Aubery,me and her are twins i swear,this girl is fucking crazy,lmao.Dylan! OMG,dylan dylan dylan,my daddy,he is aammazzing,funniest kid EVER,no lie.and how could i forget alan,my son,hes so adorable and funny,and laughs at stupid shit just like me! there are so much more people.but just the ones i named are so amazing,and are the reason i wake up eachmorning,they are all i need..and my family is also so amazing,especially amber,even though we never hang out anymore,i still love the girl more than life,and always wonder where i would be if it wasnt for her..so point is,i guess i dont need michael to be happy? even though being with him would make life even more perfect than it already is.But im not going to sit around and wait,im just gonna see what comes my way.