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This is geting crazy.I never knew having your heart broken would still affect you three months after it happened.But i guess thats how love is.Yesterday i was in my kitches getting a dr.pepper,and i started thinking of Michael,and all the good times i had when i was with him,and soon they just started playing in my head non-stop like a movie,than i started bawling,got really dizzy and just fell to the floor.I cry practically every single day at school now,its a daily thing,people dont even bother to ask me whats wrong anymore.Its one of the hardest things i have ever gone through.especially because he was not only my first heart break but my first love.Im just about ready to give up on everything.
&& on top of all this my grandma just passed away 10/26 =[ her funeral was yesterday,i have been a wreck.I cried so hard i thought i was going to have to leave the service.
i havnt seen my bestfriend in a week.
this sucks.
&& on top of all this my grandma just passed away 10/26 =[ her funeral was yesterday,i have been a wreck.I cried so hard i thought i was going to have to leave the service.
i havnt seen my bestfriend in a week.
this sucks.