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haven't been in here in a while.
me and clint said i love you for the first time monday night.
tuesday my mom found out charles died.
we never called him.
i don't think it's sunken in yet.
i feel so bad. i hate seeing my mother cry. it is absolutely heartbreaking.
i had the most physical contact with her i've had since i was about 3.
i felt so bad.
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it's hard. i never know what to say. in any hard situation like that.
i'm just bad at talking.
that's why me and clint don't get along.
ever.
i decided im not taking him to winter formal. i wanted him to go so bad.
but if he really wanted to go, he would have asked sooner, gotten money somehow.
i just know he doesn't want to go.
so what does that predict about prom ?
idk
i have this strong feeling we aren't going to last that much longer.
my horoscope for february said "you've mastered the whole head-ever-heels thing. Now slow it down a bit to see if you can make the relationship last"
well isn't that mighty true and convenient.
idk
we aren't doing to good. but then again, when were we ever ?
i have to much attitude and he has..to much to say.
oh and, i think i'm tired of spending my money on him when he doesn't even seem grateful for it.
THAT pisses me off.
when ANYONE doesn't say thankyou or please. or anything.
flakshdgksdg ayee.
i dont think i should have kids.
i would abuse them.
hahaha...awe.
yoda was by far my favorite pet. duh.
then chewy.
now lily.
ahh i love kitties.
and dogs.
i want a huskey.
SOO BADDD.
ew i'm so not in a good mood.
flaskdhgksdg
this week is depressing.
part I of my spanish final tomorrow.
5 paragraphs
lfkashg
i know im not going on the ap trip
which is depressing.
i wish i was rich so i could afford things like that.
dklfashkdg.
i also wish i had a real dad.
i was reading glamour and they said that girls who are closer to their fathers are more likely to become successful be confident and make good strong decisions in life.
WELL IT LOOKS LIKE IM COMPLETELY FUCKED.
ew i mope.
me and clint said i love you for the first time monday night.
tuesday my mom found out charles died.
we never called him.
i don't think it's sunken in yet.
i feel so bad. i hate seeing my mother cry. it is absolutely heartbreaking.
i had the most physical contact with her i've had since i was about 3.
i felt so bad.
:\
it's hard. i never know what to say. in any hard situation like that.
i'm just bad at talking.
that's why me and clint don't get along.
ever.
i decided im not taking him to winter formal. i wanted him to go so bad.
but if he really wanted to go, he would have asked sooner, gotten money somehow.
i just know he doesn't want to go.
so what does that predict about prom ?
idk
i have this strong feeling we aren't going to last that much longer.
my horoscope for february said "you've mastered the whole head-ever-heels thing. Now slow it down a bit to see if you can make the relationship last"
well isn't that mighty true and convenient.
idk
we aren't doing to good. but then again, when were we ever ?
i have to much attitude and he has..to much to say.
oh and, i think i'm tired of spending my money on him when he doesn't even seem grateful for it.
THAT pisses me off.
when ANYONE doesn't say thankyou or please. or anything.
flakshdgksdg ayee.
i dont think i should have kids.
i would abuse them.
hahaha...awe.
yoda was by far my favorite pet. duh.
then chewy.
now lily.
ahh i love kitties.
and dogs.
i want a huskey.
SOO BADDD.
ew i'm so not in a good mood.
flaskdhgksdg
this week is depressing.
part I of my spanish final tomorrow.
5 paragraphs
lfkashg
i know im not going on the ap trip
which is depressing.
i wish i was rich so i could afford things like that.
dklfashkdg.
i also wish i had a real dad.
i was reading glamour and they said that girls who are closer to their fathers are more likely to become successful be confident and make good strong decisions in life.
WELL IT LOOKS LIKE IM COMPLETELY FUCKED.
ew i mope.