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haha.
tonight was great.
got something out in the open that i've been thinking about for a while.
ahhh.
yay.
haha.
i'm so happy now.
i don't think any one has any idea what kind of feeling i have right now.
TO BAD CLINT WON'T FREAKING SAY IT BECAUSE HE KNOWS I'M TO SCARED.
i will.
eventually.
now that i know what i do.
AHH
i'm going to bed happy tonight.
even though he's spending the night at justins house.
faslkhgdk
:]
haha
i finally frosted the cookies i made....and now the cookies are stale so it was a wasted effort.
hmm.
i need to start on my english paper.
ugh.
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i feel...religous.
haha i feel like im wearing a really long skirt
idk there was this girl heidi at my old school and her religion, wasn't allowed to wear pants..well the girls and they could never cut their hair.
idk weird
i feel like that today haha
i don't remember what religion that is though.
she moved to florida.
ahh 7th grade.
i miss that.
my neck hurts.
i'm tired.
i miss clint. i want to talk to him.
i want him to spend the night.
i love laying down with him.
OH
my new years was amazing.
i was GOING to tell him last night.
at 11 59
i had my PERFECT CHANCE
but no :[
ahh well.
yeah so he left at like 10 ish.
and then i get a phone call that's like
WHERE ARE YOU
and im like..in my house and clint tells me go go outside and he's waiting for me
he rode his bike home at 3 am so i wouldn't be alone on new years again.<3
(well he does that all the time but still...)
im going to watch him clean his room and work on his video and rewire his lights tomorrow
i just want to be with him.<3
i dont mind going to his house anymore
i lost count
OH
today is 19 weeks.
i hope he goes to winter formal.
i really want him to go. so bad.
he didnt go to homecoming or the farmers fair or morp or anything
he hasn't done like anything BIIIGG with me so i reeeallyyyy want him to do this with me.
it would make me so incredibly happy.
it doesn't seem like he want's to go though
i hope he does.
so.
yeah.
last week of vacation but, i love california bc we get a week off in february.
conveintly right after semester
wahhhhh.
i'm nervous.
bleh.
i hope my schedule doesn't change.
even my chemistry class.
i still don't talk to anyone in that class nor do i have any friends but i'm used to the people
i HATE getting new classes after you get used to the people in it.
i still feel super uncomfortable in my english class though.
just because there are so many fucking jocks.
i hate jocks.
AND I LOVE KNOWING THIS ONE LITTLE DETAIL THAT MAKES ME LAUGH AND AHAH.
ok yeah.
makes me laugh.
fricken a.
i'm done.
i speak to much.
type...
eh.
tonight was great.
got something out in the open that i've been thinking about for a while.
ahhh.
yay.
haha.
i'm so happy now.
i don't think any one has any idea what kind of feeling i have right now.
TO BAD CLINT WON'T FREAKING SAY IT BECAUSE HE KNOWS I'M TO SCARED.
i will.
eventually.
now that i know what i do.
AHH
i'm going to bed happy tonight.
even though he's spending the night at justins house.
faslkhgdk
:]
haha
i finally frosted the cookies i made....and now the cookies are stale so it was a wasted effort.
hmm.
i need to start on my english paper.
ugh.
:\
i feel...religous.
haha i feel like im wearing a really long skirt
idk there was this girl heidi at my old school and her religion, wasn't allowed to wear pants..well the girls and they could never cut their hair.
idk weird
i feel like that today haha
i don't remember what religion that is though.
she moved to florida.
ahh 7th grade.
i miss that.
my neck hurts.
i'm tired.
i miss clint. i want to talk to him.
i want him to spend the night.
i love laying down with him.
OH
my new years was amazing.
i was GOING to tell him last night.
at 11 59
i had my PERFECT CHANCE
but no :[
ahh well.
yeah so he left at like 10 ish.
and then i get a phone call that's like
WHERE ARE YOU
and im like..in my house and clint tells me go go outside and he's waiting for me
he rode his bike home at 3 am so i wouldn't be alone on new years again.<3
(well he does that all the time but still...)
im going to watch him clean his room and work on his video and rewire his lights tomorrow
i just want to be with him.<3
i dont mind going to his house anymore
i lost count
OH
today is 19 weeks.
i hope he goes to winter formal.
i really want him to go. so bad.
he didnt go to homecoming or the farmers fair or morp or anything
he hasn't done like anything BIIIGG with me so i reeeallyyyy want him to do this with me.
it would make me so incredibly happy.
it doesn't seem like he want's to go though
i hope he does.
so.
yeah.
last week of vacation but, i love california bc we get a week off in february.
conveintly right after semester
wahhhhh.
i'm nervous.
bleh.
i hope my schedule doesn't change.
even my chemistry class.
i still don't talk to anyone in that class nor do i have any friends but i'm used to the people
i HATE getting new classes after you get used to the people in it.
i still feel super uncomfortable in my english class though.
just because there are so many fucking jocks.
i hate jocks.
AND I LOVE KNOWING THIS ONE LITTLE DETAIL THAT MAKES ME LAUGH AND AHAH.
ok yeah.
makes me laugh.
fricken a.
i'm done.
i speak to much.
type...
eh.