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Dec 11, 2003 16:13

Happy belated birthday Emmy.

She's an amazing person and I am going to dedicate this entry to her. It was weird how we met. I sometimes think it's accidental but I'm glad that I know her and have her in my life.

We dated and it's something in my life that I will never forget. I feel like an ass cause I wasn't around. I was/am such a horrible boyfriend. I'm glad that I'm not dating anyone, I'd treat them horribly probably. But I stayed friends with her after that. She's one of my good friends. I was looking back on the entries I had when I started and I thought about how most of those people just faded away. They all started to remove me from their list, but then there were those that kept me on their list even when I wasn't active. Emmy was one of those people.

I'm always happy when I talk to her. I wish I had spent more time with her. I wish I was around more to schedule when to spend time with her. Often times I want to go back and do everything all over again. I regret a lot of things, but she's so happy right now with Nick. They're meant to be for eachother anyways. I was just some guy in her life that wasted her time for awhile.

I could go on and on talking about how wonderful she is and how much of an ass. But I will save that for later when I am illegally drunk with the guys from The Strokes.
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