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Dec 07, 2003 10:10

I feel like I'm awake pretty early. I had a dream about something but I can't remember. All I know is that, it was probably terrible hence the reason why I'm awake.

The guys and myself were watching movies last night. We were all drunk and I was making sexual references to romantic films. When I woke up today Ned was eating breakfast and he wouldn't let me live it down. Rob was being worse by saying that he's going to save himself for himself. That and he went to the bathroom so many times and Louie would comment, "I smell my lotion." when Rob walked back into the room after paying attendences to the al bano.

Matt was really quiet during most of the movies that we watched. I don't even remember what we were watching. I think one of them was Little Rascals and Rob kept saying how he'd... I gave Matt about 5 beers and he didn't drink them at first. About at 11 he drank them and started to be more vocal. He was saying pretty funny stuff. We all had a great time.

I think the guys won't be waking up in awhile cause I can't recall how wasted we were so I'll assume that we are in fact uber wasted. Ned's just awake at this time because beer is like drinking water for him. Right now, I just know that I feel awful. But I hope this makes sense.

Kirsten and I still haven't hooked up to do stuff together so we need to do that ASAP. I haven't talked to Elisha or Emmy in awhile. Sometimes I think Elisha hates me or has grown out of me. Before we'd always comment each other and always talk online and on the phone. Now we're so distant. It makes me uncomfortable and it just runs through my head every now and then.

Yep so I decided that I need a girlfriend. Our roadie Lucas and his girlfriend was also with us last night and even though I was drunk my attention turned towards them. They were just laying on the sofa so close together. It made me depressed, and it didn't help that I was drinking alcohol. I didn't let it show though. I don't like being emo in front of everyone. But it's been really bothering me. All my relationships end so quickly. I usually have a lot of faith in the girls I date. But I could be gone on tour and really busy for a week and they'd forget about me. It's like, it's a relationship with another person just to say you're taken.

Err...ah...I think this is now one of my longest entries ever written.
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