Invincible
Title: Invincible
Pairing: Inoobu
Genre: Angst
Rating: PG
Summary: Who thinks about leaving when you're livin'. Inoo find out that live can't always be perfect, now he has to find how to survive.
I'm dedicating this song fic to takahashisumiko since she is the one that make me start to listen to Jesse McCartney again.
I said don't do it babe
Said it ain't worth it babe
I still remember that fight, it was the same fight we always have every time you were going to a party. I told you to don’t let yourself get carry away by the party.
I told you that you should be careful, that a party didn’t worth your career, your safety.
But you did it anyway
four or five drinks and you were on your way
But you didn’t pay attention to me… as always. I was so mad at that moment that I didn’t go with you, even though I was also invited to the party.
I was mad because you didn’t understood how much I worried every time you get drunk on those parties.
September 1st, 2003
It took the life right out of me
Hung up the phone
Raced out the door
Broken
I was early in the morning of September 1st; I still remember it as if it was yesterday. I was so worried because you still haven’t got home and I couldn’t reach you.
I got a call and I answered just to hear those awful news, I felt my life leaving me and I for a moment didn’t knew what to do. You were on the hospital… unconscious and full of injuries and the doctors were trying to keep you alive.
I didn’t needed and I didn’t wanted to listen anymore; so I just hung up and started running out of the door tear running down my face. I needed to get to the hospital.
Tried to believe that it wasn't true
But in my heart I always knew
That being the life of the party would catch up to you
While I was driving to the hospital I try to think that it was a lie, a bad joke, another one of Hikaru’s pranks. But the truth keep hitting me on the face as I always knew that this was going to happen sooner or later if you didn’t change your attitude.
That has always been my reason of worried in our three-year relationship.
Why? Why did you always wanted to be the life of the party? Why did you always wanted to act cool?
Your family was waiting and crying for three damn hours
I get to the hospital and run to the waiting room where your family was gathered, you were in surgery and I just sat there crying. Three hours passed and no news of how the surgery was going. Your family just keep crying and waiting. Wait… wait and hope that everything was going to be ok; that was all that we could do at that moment.
And finally after those three eternal hours a doctor went out and approached your mother.
I wasn’t sure if I wanted to hear what he has going to say.
I said don't do it babe
Said it ain't worth it babe
But you did it anyway
Four or five drinks and you were on your way
I have told you once and once again to be careful. I told you that your life was more important than anything else.
And I was right. A party isn’t worth all your family’s tears, it isn’t worth of your friend’s sadness, and it isn’t worth of my loneliness and broken heart. It just isn’t worth it.
But you didn’t anyway, and as I feared you insisted on driving while drunk.
Everything's cool on the straight away
But you took that turn doing eighty-five in a thirty-five
Why babe?
The police told me that you lost control of the vehicle doing a turn. You were going at excessive speed and you crash into a truck.
Why? You were so close of home at that moment. Why didn’t you get home safely?
Every time I'm home I pass that road
Driving alone and the street feels cold
Seeing your face yeah it's haunting me
Now a year has passed but this still hurt so much.
I have to past that road everyday at my way home and I just want to pass it as fast as I can.
That street feel co cold without you, it hurt to be alone in there
And is driving me crazy as I for moments, just for moments I saw you standing there smiling at me and when I look again you’re gone. I know you’re not really there, I know I won’t be able to see you smile at me anymore; but still my hopes always rise just to make me fall hard, lower that I was before.
My mind goes crazy tryin' to figure out
Just where you would be four years from now
And what you were thinking when the lights came down
And I just stay awake at night thinking, always thinking of the same… you.
I try to imagine since I can only wonder what would have happen if you still were with me.
Would we really have gotten married just as you promise? Would we really been living happily ever after just like in a fairytale? And then I start thinking again of what were you thinking when you get unconscious. I’m sorry I couldn’t be with you at your last moments.
Doctors were trying to save you for three damn hours
And then the same memory keeps showing in my head.
It was those words that the doctor said that morning what make me fall into this darkness.
“I’m sorry, we did everything we could but we couldn’t save him.”
I can still heard then in my head, followed by the cry of your family before I fainted that night.
Whoever said that life was fair
when you live without a care?
At that time everything seemed perfect but life is not fair when you live without a care.
You use to have everything but it all come to an end.
When you're invincible
That you were young, that nothing bad would happen. That was what you keep telling me every time I begged you to not drink that much.
When you're invincible
You were famous, an Idol. And you were in the pick of you career. And you always did your best to do a good job, to please the fans.
When you're invincible
Who thinks about leaving when you're livin'?
You had everything that you wanted, everything that you could ask for.
You thought that noting bad would happen when everything was so perfect.
No one think about dying when he is young and famous… but you did die.
And so you throw that away.
I said don't do it babe
Said it ain't worth it babe
But you did it anyway
Four or five drinks and you were on your way
And now I’m mad. I’m mad at me because the last time I say you we were having an argument.
I told you not to do it. I told you that this could happen.
And I’m mad at you because you did it anyways and you leave me all alone here.
Why did you leave me, Kota?
You were the one that always protected me.
How I’m supposed to get over this pain when you were the one that toke me in your arms and hugged me every time I felt sad?
Tell me! How I’m I suppose to live without you?
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This is my first Inoobu, sorry for making it an angst.
this a song fic of "invincible" by Jesse McCartney.
I'm sorry for my bad english and I love every comment you give.
I really don't now it this is good enough but I really hope you guys like it ^.^
Pairing: Inoobu
Genre: Angst
Rating: PG
Summary: Who thinks about leaving when you're livin'. Inoo find out that live can't always be perfect, now he has to find how to survive.
I'm dedicating this song fic to takahashisumiko since she is the one that make me start to listen to Jesse McCartney again.
I said don't do it babe
Said it ain't worth it babe
I still remember that fight, it was the same fight we always have every time you were going to a party. I told you to don’t let yourself get carry away by the party.
I told you that you should be careful, that a party didn’t worth your career, your safety.
But you did it anyway
four or five drinks and you were on your way
But you didn’t pay attention to me… as always. I was so mad at that moment that I didn’t go with you, even though I was also invited to the party.
I was mad because you didn’t understood how much I worried every time you get drunk on those parties.
September 1st, 2003
It took the life right out of me
Hung up the phone
Raced out the door
Broken
I was early in the morning of September 1st; I still remember it as if it was yesterday. I was so worried because you still haven’t got home and I couldn’t reach you.
I got a call and I answered just to hear those awful news, I felt my life leaving me and I for a moment didn’t knew what to do. You were on the hospital… unconscious and full of injuries and the doctors were trying to keep you alive.
I didn’t needed and I didn’t wanted to listen anymore; so I just hung up and started running out of the door tear running down my face. I needed to get to the hospital.
Tried to believe that it wasn't true
But in my heart I always knew
That being the life of the party would catch up to you
While I was driving to the hospital I try to think that it was a lie, a bad joke, another one of Hikaru’s pranks. But the truth keep hitting me on the face as I always knew that this was going to happen sooner or later if you didn’t change your attitude.
That has always been my reason of worried in our three-year relationship.
Why? Why did you always wanted to be the life of the party? Why did you always wanted to act cool?
Your family was waiting and crying for three damn hours
I get to the hospital and run to the waiting room where your family was gathered, you were in surgery and I just sat there crying. Three hours passed and no news of how the surgery was going. Your family just keep crying and waiting. Wait… wait and hope that everything was going to be ok; that was all that we could do at that moment.
And finally after those three eternal hours a doctor went out and approached your mother.
I wasn’t sure if I wanted to hear what he has going to say.
I said don't do it babe
Said it ain't worth it babe
But you did it anyway
Four or five drinks and you were on your way
I have told you once and once again to be careful. I told you that your life was more important than anything else.
And I was right. A party isn’t worth all your family’s tears, it isn’t worth of your friend’s sadness, and it isn’t worth of my loneliness and broken heart. It just isn’t worth it.
But you didn’t anyway, and as I feared you insisted on driving while drunk.
Everything's cool on the straight away
But you took that turn doing eighty-five in a thirty-five
Why babe?
The police told me that you lost control of the vehicle doing a turn. You were going at excessive speed and you crash into a truck.
Why? You were so close of home at that moment. Why didn’t you get home safely?
Every time I'm home I pass that road
Driving alone and the street feels cold
Seeing your face yeah it's haunting me
Now a year has passed but this still hurt so much.
I have to past that road everyday at my way home and I just want to pass it as fast as I can.
That street feel co cold without you, it hurt to be alone in there
And is driving me crazy as I for moments, just for moments I saw you standing there smiling at me and when I look again you’re gone. I know you’re not really there, I know I won’t be able to see you smile at me anymore; but still my hopes always rise just to make me fall hard, lower that I was before.
My mind goes crazy tryin' to figure out
Just where you would be four years from now
And what you were thinking when the lights came down
And I just stay awake at night thinking, always thinking of the same… you.
I try to imagine since I can only wonder what would have happen if you still were with me.
Would we really have gotten married just as you promise? Would we really been living happily ever after just like in a fairytale? And then I start thinking again of what were you thinking when you get unconscious. I’m sorry I couldn’t be with you at your last moments.
Doctors were trying to save you for three damn hours
And then the same memory keeps showing in my head.
It was those words that the doctor said that morning what make me fall into this darkness.
“I’m sorry, we did everything we could but we couldn’t save him.”
I can still heard then in my head, followed by the cry of your family before I fainted that night.
Whoever said that life was fair
when you live without a care?
At that time everything seemed perfect but life is not fair when you live without a care.
You use to have everything but it all come to an end.
When you're invincible
That you were young, that nothing bad would happen. That was what you keep telling me every time I begged you to not drink that much.
When you're invincible
You were famous, an Idol. And you were in the pick of you career. And you always did your best to do a good job, to please the fans.
When you're invincible
Who thinks about leaving when you're livin'?
You had everything that you wanted, everything that you could ask for.
You thought that noting bad would happen when everything was so perfect.
No one think about dying when he is young and famous… but you did die.
And so you throw that away.
I said don't do it babe
Said it ain't worth it babe
But you did it anyway
Four or five drinks and you were on your way
And now I’m mad. I’m mad at me because the last time I say you we were having an argument.
I told you not to do it. I told you that this could happen.
And I’m mad at you because you did it anyways and you leave me all alone here.
Why did you leave me, Kota?
You were the one that always protected me.
How I’m supposed to get over this pain when you were the one that toke me in your arms and hugged me every time I felt sad?
Tell me! How I’m I suppose to live without you?
__________________________________________________________________________
This is my first Inoobu, sorry for making it an angst.
this a song fic of "invincible" by Jesse McCartney.
I'm sorry for my bad english and I love every comment you give.
I really don't now it this is good enough but I really hope you guys like it ^.^