i think too much

Oct 23, 2005 22:21

i miss that feeling that you filled my heart with. that warm sensation that can be replaced but only by the touch of your heart*

its sucks that the one thing that i believe will make me feel better, gives me the worst feeling in the world

they say you always want what you cant have

then how come when you finally get what you wanted, its bad?

i promise i wont do the things that i did, i know i always screw everything up for myself. im persistant and its terrible. ill stop. i promise. just a second chance. you gotta promise me that you'll be better too. show some acknowledgement or something. we were great, we really were, when we were together. we fought over the dumbest things. and yea we are great as friends, but we didnt give it a good enough shot. it didnt last long, but maybe if we give it another chance. im good at this kind of stuff, i know i messed it up, but if u give it a second chance, maybe it might work. hey, why not try right?. im not begging you, i just want you to understand. ill learn from my mistakes. i know you still have thoes feelings, and so do i, i told you so tonite on the phone. we were so good,a nd just becasue we didnt get along for that short amount of time doesnt mean we needed to break it. isee that look you give me and kills me, thats the look i got before u kissed me, before you hugged me. like that time at my house, or at yours. or that time in your car, yea i think about it almost every day how fun and nice it was to be by your side. im here for you.you even admitted that you've opened up to me the most outof every girl you've talked to. im just being real. i know we can make it work. just try to understand
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