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Yelp, the concepts of friendship, futility, future, fear, establishment, "What can I do with my life?" and other nonsense, placing myself in the time line, "this... cigarette haze," black and white movies, responsibility, financial management and stocks and brokers and "is Exxon Mobil something I really want to own part of," flight cases and turntables, kitten invasions on my senses in sleep, being friendlier and actively trying not to sound like an asshole when I don't mean to, books on existence and yogis and binding theory, lessons for instruments and voice, a writing class I won't try to drop out of, struggle to find that shred of peace of mind, meditation considerations, a good relationship is something I think I've needed for a long time and I'm glad I found it, getting Cristina to sing for me, job queries, friend queries, apathy.