wake the fuck up!tbraguJanuary 4 2006, 11:20:09 UTC
well, i can only say this. You made your bed, and unfortunately you have to lie in it. No one made you do the things you did. and, by dwelling on the past as you have chosen to do lately, you are not going to be able to heal at all.
Kate and you are no more. The friendships you destroyed are your fault too. Sorry, but i need to be blunt.
Wake up, and make an active effort to change. Don't celebrate that you don't lie. Just don't lie. Don't lament screwing people over, just stop doing it. Becomming a better person isn't over night. It takes time. and effort. So, work on it. Every day.
Move on from the past, you can not ever change it. period. people do care about you, but you decide to push them away. Yeah, you lied to Kate, and a lot. but how about who you hurt besides her with lies? Have you apologized to all of them, or have you just been waiting?
When you did that to me, it hurt more then finding out about the lie, because you knew that i knew the truth, yet you let it lay there, and waited. that was bullshit, yeah, i forgive you for it, but come on, just come clean with your past, deal with the present, and look forward to the future.
Kate and you are no more. The friendships you destroyed are your fault too. Sorry, but i need to be blunt.
Wake up, and make an active effort to change. Don't celebrate that you don't lie. Just don't lie. Don't lament screwing people over, just stop doing it. Becomming a better person isn't over night. It takes time. and effort. So, work on it. Every day.
Move on from the past, you can not ever change it. period. people do care about you, but you decide to push them away. Yeah, you lied to Kate, and a lot. but how about who you hurt besides her with lies? Have you apologized to all of them, or have you just been waiting?
When you did that to me, it hurt more then finding out about the lie, because you knew that i knew the truth, yet you let it lay there, and waited. that was bullshit, yeah, i forgive you for it, but come on, just come clean with your past, deal with the present, and look forward to the future.
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