Ghandi
Yesterday was awesome. GSA, then hanging out with Julia and Carl. Watched the entire first season of red versus blue, hilarious. Had band all to myself as well, which was wonderful. Although for some reason I've been off lately. Or at least to my ears I have been. I'm not sure, I mean, I've been paying a lot more attention to my breathing and I'm really trying to work on it. But I take a big breath and still something's wrong with my sound. Maybe I'm imagining it, but it's starting to bother me. I like yoga though, lots of breathing practice.
I'm starting to think about music, a lot. Just in the everyday world. Like yoga, I like it because a lot of it is practicing breathing, which I need to get better at. I just need to get better in general, but I think that's one of the most important things. It's just more and more of a focal point as the year goes on. The way I used to think was band was a fun break in the middle of the day, but now I just keep wishing it lasts the entire day. Not for hanging out with friends and having fun either, just to play music. Meh. I don't know, the more I think about it more I think I'd love to do music in college, almost more than history, but I'm not that good. Even though I'm only a junior I don't think I could do that. Next year might figure me out, if I can teach the freshmen and lead the section well, then maybe I'll consider it.
So yeah, that's my millionth 'music is starting to eat me' post in this journal. Moving on. Today was blah. Testing was easy, made fun of Kelly at lunch, tech was planning for the dramafest and Julia, Gwen and I are together. Yay! Home, again blah. Played word games on msn then fell asleep. Still have an economics paper to write.
What is the meaning of life?
(There is one correct answer, metaphorical cookie to whoever gets it)
I'm starting to think about music, a lot. Just in the everyday world. Like yoga, I like it because a lot of it is practicing breathing, which I need to get better at. I just need to get better in general, but I think that's one of the most important things. It's just more and more of a focal point as the year goes on. The way I used to think was band was a fun break in the middle of the day, but now I just keep wishing it lasts the entire day. Not for hanging out with friends and having fun either, just to play music. Meh. I don't know, the more I think about it more I think I'd love to do music in college, almost more than history, but I'm not that good. Even though I'm only a junior I don't think I could do that. Next year might figure me out, if I can teach the freshmen and lead the section well, then maybe I'll consider it.
So yeah, that's my millionth 'music is starting to eat me' post in this journal. Moving on. Today was blah. Testing was easy, made fun of Kelly at lunch, tech was planning for the dramafest and Julia, Gwen and I are together. Yay! Home, again blah. Played word games on msn then fell asleep. Still have an economics paper to write.
What is the meaning of life?
(There is one correct answer, metaphorical cookie to whoever gets it)