A New Year!
More so than ever I would like to express how grateful I am that I made it to 2010. 2009, will in fact, go down in History as the WORST YEAR EVER! Hahaha. 2008 is a close a second. However, I feel extremely confident that 2010 will be phenomenal!
Josh broke up with me Via e-mail, I'm tempted to post our e-mail correspondence, partially because I think you would find amusement in reading it but also because, well . . . it's funny how life works and the e-mail is strong evidence that supports said assertion.
He misses Maine so much, he is moving back, he doesn't want a "permanent long distance relationship". What a failed Saggitarious. Haha.
His e-mail was nice, pathetic, not an unpleasant read - quick and to the point. Mostly, it was a large crock of shit.
Lies through his teeth.
Now, most of you know I show outward emotion i.e. I will often look more devastated than I actually am. Most people, look better than they actually are internally. Not me. I'm a strong person, really I am. I am incredibly perceptive. I am not an idiot. I like to wallow sometimes...I think it's healthy, as is, say, crying - all healthy.
But really, a break up over e-mail? That shows a lack of human respect...
So, I wrote him something, arguably quite eloquent and respectable back - and he did the same saying that I am "amazing" "don't ever change" "thanks for being understanding" you know, things like that.
The truth is though, I didn't think he could handle an honest to god hurtful response back. He is weak, he is one fucking hot mess. And bluntly put, I am sick of being stronger than other people, I am sick of being at the end of other peoples' cowardice.
And here is the catch, the shy, introverted one that holds their toungue will most likely go overlooked, thought to be taken advantage of, manipulated even. That is not the case though, it is that one who takes the time to see things for what they are and decides to act accordingly, knowing that she is more in tune with the world than he.
There was something always a little off about Josh, and I guess that's it. I still debate his potential for being a sociopath. But I guess, that's something the world will find out soon enough.
Chapter in this book, is officially closed.
Josh broke up with me Via e-mail, I'm tempted to post our e-mail correspondence, partially because I think you would find amusement in reading it but also because, well . . . it's funny how life works and the e-mail is strong evidence that supports said assertion.
He misses Maine so much, he is moving back, he doesn't want a "permanent long distance relationship". What a failed Saggitarious. Haha.
His e-mail was nice, pathetic, not an unpleasant read - quick and to the point. Mostly, it was a large crock of shit.
Lies through his teeth.
Now, most of you know I show outward emotion i.e. I will often look more devastated than I actually am. Most people, look better than they actually are internally. Not me. I'm a strong person, really I am. I am incredibly perceptive. I am not an idiot. I like to wallow sometimes...I think it's healthy, as is, say, crying - all healthy.
But really, a break up over e-mail? That shows a lack of human respect...
So, I wrote him something, arguably quite eloquent and respectable back - and he did the same saying that I am "amazing" "don't ever change" "thanks for being understanding" you know, things like that.
The truth is though, I didn't think he could handle an honest to god hurtful response back. He is weak, he is one fucking hot mess. And bluntly put, I am sick of being stronger than other people, I am sick of being at the end of other peoples' cowardice.
And here is the catch, the shy, introverted one that holds their toungue will most likely go overlooked, thought to be taken advantage of, manipulated even. That is not the case though, it is that one who takes the time to see things for what they are and decides to act accordingly, knowing that she is more in tune with the world than he.
There was something always a little off about Josh, and I guess that's it. I still debate his potential for being a sociopath. But I guess, that's something the world will find out soon enough.
Chapter in this book, is officially closed.