Dec 21, 2005 21:35
ugggg i'm sick, i feel like shit, my throat is killing me. i slept just about all day long today and did pretty much nothing. i hate feeling so helpless like this. i wish i had someone to take care of me, i just want to cuddle with someone and no one is here :(
this just came out of nowhere. i've been fine for the past few days. spent monday night with johnny cause he left for florida today, he'll be gone a week. last night had richie and nick, and nick's friend jen over. plus i did nicky's hair pink! richie got a monroe piercing on the opposite side to balance out his other one, plus got his tongue pierced. mike was in a piercing mood. i however don't remember much of this because i was really drunk and kept passing out. i've been trying to do too much and thats probably why i got sick and probably why i drank myself into oblivion. i'm so fucking stressed out from work and i can't wait for xmas to be over. i'm just basically hating life right now and theres nothing i can do about it.
richie