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hehe when breanna was leaving my house today one of the stray cats in my neighborhood, an orange male tabby we call garfield, was hanging out on my front step, and i showed yuki he was there. they stared at each other for a while and put their paws up on the glass. then when i closed the door (yuki is an indoor only cat) yuki stood by the door whimpering and she tried to jump like 3 feet in the air to look out the window of the door. i was like awwwww yuki's got a boyfriend!
today was a very stressful and sucky day. i was just in a bad mood all day because of all the stresses i'm dealing with. i really hate feeling that way, and i can't control it, and i know i'm extremely unpleasant to be around when i'm like that. i don't mean to take it out on eric, but i know sometimes i do. this fucking slomin's security system thing is pissing me off. long story short there's a security system in the house that i'm supposed to be liable for, they want to install it, but i wasn't aware i had to also get a phone line in order for the system to work. a phone line would be at least another additional $10 a month on top of the $25 a month it would already cost, and i had no plans on getting a phone line at all since we have cells phones. i only agreed to it because i really wanted this house and that was part of the deal. so i had to go to the lawyer today to try to figure something out to get out of it. there's a few loopholes, some things he figured out, but he's not really sure either way how a judge would rule on it. i just hate the fucking thing. i didn't want it in the first place, and its so inconvenient and unneccessary. grrrrrrrr.
and basically everything else is just dealing with the everyday things that come with having a house, all the responsibilities. and there's a lot going on here right now anyway. organization is coming along slowly, and i keep ending up with more stuff my mom insists i need. some of it i do, some i really don't. plus bre has been here trying to get rid of some of her stuff and put it away and all, and she's painting the walls, but she's not moving in quite yet. something's wrong with yuki too. she's had ibs since she was about 6 months old, so she's always had problems with that, but it gets better then it gets worse again. she never has normal poopies, poor kitty. but lately thats gotten really bad, and she's thrown up clear liquid twice in the past 10 days or so. everything with her has just gotten progressively worse in the past week and i need to call the vet tomorrow.
all the stresses and only a few things make me feel better. one is yuki's sweet face, the second is smoking weed or drinking, and the third is eric, being goofy and sweet, or having awesome sex cause hes the best.
today was a very stressful and sucky day. i was just in a bad mood all day because of all the stresses i'm dealing with. i really hate feeling that way, and i can't control it, and i know i'm extremely unpleasant to be around when i'm like that. i don't mean to take it out on eric, but i know sometimes i do. this fucking slomin's security system thing is pissing me off. long story short there's a security system in the house that i'm supposed to be liable for, they want to install it, but i wasn't aware i had to also get a phone line in order for the system to work. a phone line would be at least another additional $10 a month on top of the $25 a month it would already cost, and i had no plans on getting a phone line at all since we have cells phones. i only agreed to it because i really wanted this house and that was part of the deal. so i had to go to the lawyer today to try to figure something out to get out of it. there's a few loopholes, some things he figured out, but he's not really sure either way how a judge would rule on it. i just hate the fucking thing. i didn't want it in the first place, and its so inconvenient and unneccessary. grrrrrrrr.
and basically everything else is just dealing with the everyday things that come with having a house, all the responsibilities. and there's a lot going on here right now anyway. organization is coming along slowly, and i keep ending up with more stuff my mom insists i need. some of it i do, some i really don't. plus bre has been here trying to get rid of some of her stuff and put it away and all, and she's painting the walls, but she's not moving in quite yet. something's wrong with yuki too. she's had ibs since she was about 6 months old, so she's always had problems with that, but it gets better then it gets worse again. she never has normal poopies, poor kitty. but lately thats gotten really bad, and she's thrown up clear liquid twice in the past 10 days or so. everything with her has just gotten progressively worse in the past week and i need to call the vet tomorrow.
all the stresses and only a few things make me feel better. one is yuki's sweet face, the second is smoking weed or drinking, and the third is eric, being goofy and sweet, or having awesome sex cause hes the best.