the most amazing day!
and all we did was drive around. haha. joe is the greatest friend in the world. even though half the time i just started laughing for no reason. what can i say, i was nervous. i hadn't hung out with him in forever. it was good though. i miss hanging out with that kid.
so he picked me up around 3ish. we went the the westfield diner, he got the superman omelette. haha that thing was massive. we talked about a bunch of things...work, the past. possibly taking goofy passport photos [which made me forget what i was gonna suggest we do]. talked about a bunch of people from high focus. haha. then we ended up GOING to high focus to see Tom, who we're convinced was hiding from us. waited for a little, took a picture of his return to the lobby:
then we left and just drove around some more. making fun of people. we went to 7/11 to use the bathroom. drove around some more. he had to go home for dinner at 7. but i feel bad cause i think i got him in trouble for not being home. heh. we parked in front of someone's house and just talked. i told him i can't really take fighting with wayne anymore and feeling like shit. he said i need to move back home. i think i do too. the person who's house we were in front of finally came home so we decided it was time for me to let him go. he also told me i need to call him more...to hang out and stuff. so we said our goodbyes, i got inside and was greeted by tyrone and the kids.
i came upstairs and richard followed me and climed all over me:
wayne texted me telling me to turn my phone back off cause he doesn't want to fucking talk to me anymore tonight. ugh, whatever. i can't do this anymore. seriously, it's driving me crazy. joe says i need to find somewhere to go. before we pulled up to the house and were talking, i told him the main thing probably stopping me from leaving is the kids. he was just like, yeah, that's tough. i felt bad.
lauren was just knocking on the wall and said wasyne called all worried earlier. because he tried calling me but my phone was off. BULLSHIIIT!!! the only time he called me, was the time he hung up on me! ugh ugh ugh. i can't do this anymore. i shouldn't have to sneak around to have a social life or see friends that i care about. i need to break up with him. don;t get me wrong, i love him to death, but for my own safety, i can't do this anymore.
all in all, aside from the shit wayne's pulling tonight, i had an amazing day and i hope to see joe again soon. however next time we'll make plans to actually do something.
i ate a bunch already. thanks joe!
so he picked me up around 3ish. we went the the westfield diner, he got the superman omelette. haha that thing was massive. we talked about a bunch of things...work, the past. possibly taking goofy passport photos [which made me forget what i was gonna suggest we do]. talked about a bunch of people from high focus. haha. then we ended up GOING to high focus to see Tom, who we're convinced was hiding from us. waited for a little, took a picture of his return to the lobby:
then we left and just drove around some more. making fun of people. we went to 7/11 to use the bathroom. drove around some more. he had to go home for dinner at 7. but i feel bad cause i think i got him in trouble for not being home. heh. we parked in front of someone's house and just talked. i told him i can't really take fighting with wayne anymore and feeling like shit. he said i need to move back home. i think i do too. the person who's house we were in front of finally came home so we decided it was time for me to let him go. he also told me i need to call him more...to hang out and stuff. so we said our goodbyes, i got inside and was greeted by tyrone and the kids.
i came upstairs and richard followed me and climed all over me:
wayne texted me telling me to turn my phone back off cause he doesn't want to fucking talk to me anymore tonight. ugh, whatever. i can't do this anymore. seriously, it's driving me crazy. joe says i need to find somewhere to go. before we pulled up to the house and were talking, i told him the main thing probably stopping me from leaving is the kids. he was just like, yeah, that's tough. i felt bad.
lauren was just knocking on the wall and said wasyne called all worried earlier. because he tried calling me but my phone was off. BULLSHIIIT!!! the only time he called me, was the time he hung up on me! ugh ugh ugh. i can't do this anymore. i shouldn't have to sneak around to have a social life or see friends that i care about. i need to break up with him. don;t get me wrong, i love him to death, but for my own safety, i can't do this anymore.
all in all, aside from the shit wayne's pulling tonight, i had an amazing day and i hope to see joe again soon. however next time we'll make plans to actually do something.
i ate a bunch already. thanks joe!