I hope your brakes go out in traffic
i feel extremely beat today. i got my package from mike yesterday, and i plan on picking it up before i go to work.
i've been procrastinating A LOT lately. i've had two hoodies for about two weeks now. [i'm gonna make some ofh stuff] but i suck at designing shit and haven't really found time. but i did however finally make my Michigan demo...it's got 6 songs, and features amazing bands such as Built for Burning, Our False Heroes, and I AM ABOMINATION. just gotta print up labels and they'll be ready to go.
april 6 in richland, nj
i am abomination and orfeo.
that's the same day as the devils rangers game, but with the way things are going with my family and i, i probably won't want to be around my dad not to mention dave. ugh. plus they'll be drinking. not gonna be a good day for me. hopefully i'll have a car to get myself to and from the show.
i want to get out of new jersey. i want wayne to come with me. i know he won't go though.
work is gonna suck today, it's jayne's 13 hour day...she's sick...and on medicine. not a good combination. but i'll have my music to listen to. so hopefully it'll go by quickly.
i don't like having to rely on other people to get around. it's not just i feel bad making them do my running around with me, but more the fact that i feel useless and needy, when i'm not.
i'm really trying to stay positive. picking up guitar again to keep myself busy. it's going alright. but i'm also singing a lot more. even though i hate my voice...i like how i feel when i sing.
once i get my car, i'm going to get my new piercing, and a tattoo. i've been thinking of a bunch of idea's and placement for said ideas. i don't know what's going on with Lauren, but she's been kind of distant since we told my mom about our idea. so i'm probably just gonna go ahead and get stuff done on my own. i'm actually really excited about what i want to get. at this point, i really don't care what anyone else thinks about it.
life is good right now. and i'm happy with that.
i've been procrastinating A LOT lately. i've had two hoodies for about two weeks now. [i'm gonna make some ofh stuff] but i suck at designing shit and haven't really found time. but i did however finally make my Michigan demo...it's got 6 songs, and features amazing bands such as Built for Burning, Our False Heroes, and I AM ABOMINATION. just gotta print up labels and they'll be ready to go.
april 6 in richland, nj
i am abomination and orfeo.
that's the same day as the devils rangers game, but with the way things are going with my family and i, i probably won't want to be around my dad not to mention dave. ugh. plus they'll be drinking. not gonna be a good day for me. hopefully i'll have a car to get myself to and from the show.
i want to get out of new jersey. i want wayne to come with me. i know he won't go though.
work is gonna suck today, it's jayne's 13 hour day...she's sick...and on medicine. not a good combination. but i'll have my music to listen to. so hopefully it'll go by quickly.
i don't like having to rely on other people to get around. it's not just i feel bad making them do my running around with me, but more the fact that i feel useless and needy, when i'm not.
i'm really trying to stay positive. picking up guitar again to keep myself busy. it's going alright. but i'm also singing a lot more. even though i hate my voice...i like how i feel when i sing.
once i get my car, i'm going to get my new piercing, and a tattoo. i've been thinking of a bunch of idea's and placement for said ideas. i don't know what's going on with Lauren, but she's been kind of distant since we told my mom about our idea. so i'm probably just gonna go ahead and get stuff done on my own. i'm actually really excited about what i want to get. at this point, i really don't care what anyone else thinks about it.
life is good right now. and i'm happy with that.