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I'm quite disappointed at how the last few weeks have gone. Yes, I'm looking forward to university, and I'll miss things about Suffolk, but I don't seem to have done anything worthwhile. I was going to visit people, but they were busy - fair enough. I shouldn't have presumed it would be ok. But I could have been working for an extra week, got an extra week's pay... I've seen Toby thrice and Anne once. I haven't seen Liam at all, and now Lucy's back I'm not sure I'll see either of them! I saw Dayna once, she's got other stuff at the moment.
For two weeks, that's not exactly an impressive haul. I've not eaten much, so at least I'm not getting fat through laziness. I'm up to date on America's Next Top Model, Gossip Girl and Desperate Housewives... that's an achievement. A bit of a loserish achievement.
I was meant to be seeing the friends tonight, and tomorrow going to see work friends and then heading off to dinner with Mike. Now I have nothing to do tonight and I'm quite angry about it. Not at anyone. Just because. Last Monday no one wanted to go to Fire. This Monday I didn't have any money, not many people went, and I had lost my debit card. Now I have it back and don't want to spend for no reason. Yesterday's £22 on tinted moisturiser was an expected expense, so doesn't count. I can't just go shopping every day I have nothing to do. It's all a bit vacuous and isn't likely to ease me into the whole uni lifestyle. My gym stuff is still in the wash... it's been there for 3 days.
I may as well go to bed. This day's a bust.
For two weeks, that's not exactly an impressive haul. I've not eaten much, so at least I'm not getting fat through laziness. I'm up to date on America's Next Top Model, Gossip Girl and Desperate Housewives... that's an achievement. A bit of a loserish achievement.
I was meant to be seeing the friends tonight, and tomorrow going to see work friends and then heading off to dinner with Mike. Now I have nothing to do tonight and I'm quite angry about it. Not at anyone. Just because. Last Monday no one wanted to go to Fire. This Monday I didn't have any money, not many people went, and I had lost my debit card. Now I have it back and don't want to spend for no reason. Yesterday's £22 on tinted moisturiser was an expected expense, so doesn't count. I can't just go shopping every day I have nothing to do. It's all a bit vacuous and isn't likely to ease me into the whole uni lifestyle. My gym stuff is still in the wash... it's been there for 3 days.
I may as well go to bed. This day's a bust.