I need to get high
I've got a terrible fever and lots of pain and have nothing I can take for it. Its 1 am, so I can't get my rents to go out and get me anything. I feel absolutely horrible! Took a bath, but that didn't help. I just want to sleep, but I can't.
God, I wish I could just get high or die or something.
Somebody take this pain away, please.
God, I wish I could just get high or die or something.
Somebody take this pain away, please.
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I don't know what to tell you. I'm not quite sure if you're trying to get clean/are clean and trying to stay that way, but if you are, don't throw your progress away.
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My mum put some natural oils/rubs on my back and it helped for a bit, but not completely and the relief didn't last long. I'm used to taking some heavy painkillers, so taking tylenol would be like a piece of nasty candy. I know I don't need to go get high, its been 5 months clean (2 months sober), and I would like to keep it that way, but in all honesty, if I had money I would have bought some tabs by now. I guess that is why I'm supposed to call my sponsor, but since its not an alcohol thing... do the same rules apply? I'm a bit confused, just ignore me. XD
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