I need to get high

[tartsandwhores]

I've got a terrible fever and lots of pain and have nothing I can take for it. Its 1 am, so I can't get my rents to go out and get me anything. I feel absolutely horrible! Took a bath, but that didn't help. I just want to sleep, but I can't.

God, I wish I could just get high or die or something.

Somebody take this pain away, please.