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It's not the sort of thing that usually bothers me. But I just saw pics of ALL my coworkers at a going away party for 2 of my coworkers (one of whose position I have been promoted to) to which I wasn't even invited. It just upsets me. They never invite me out. It's not that they don't like me, cause they all tell me they like me and everything, but it just seems unfair. I'm not a square! I know how to have fun! It's not like I haven't known them as long as the rest, cause I've been there longer than all of them! It doesn't surprise me about the regular group who hang out together, but to see EVERYONE there, EVERYONE, EXCEPT ME??? I wasn't even fucking invited??? Why does this upset me so much? Cause I'm 24 and I have no friends??? Cause I'm a single mom and I dedicate my life to her, so I have no spare time outside of work to hang out and party? I don't even mention that bit to anyone at work. Why wouldn't they want to invite me? I'm never this insecure. But I'm so tired of not having a fucking life. I'm too young. I don't even have a boyfriend techinically, but guys don't even show interest in me! It's not like I advertise that I'm single, but also I don't play unobtainable.
My family acts like I'm never home and I never spend time with Emmy. That's so not true. Other single moms leave their kids to be raised by their parents (the grandparents) while they go off and party or smoke or whatever. I don't do that.
My cousin just called me to chat and I feel better now :)
My family acts like I'm never home and I never spend time with Emmy. That's so not true. Other single moms leave their kids to be raised by their parents (the grandparents) while they go off and party or smoke or whatever. I don't do that.
My cousin just called me to chat and I feel better now :)