May 29, 2006 09:39
i don't know why i'm writing in here or what i really have to say thats so important that i have to write about it. everything has been kind of hard lately. i guess i just really feel like im on my own. and, well i guess i kind of am. and sometimes it just hits me that i can't handle it. i can't do everything i'm supposed to. or maybe i just don't care anymore. i wish i cared. i wish i could do everything. i wish i would stop fucking up.
in other news tomorrow im actually going to have fun at folklife.
i hope youre all having amazing 3 day weekends!
maybe ill start writing in this more...
loveee, tara