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amazing evening with Di, Jake, Joe, Kate G., Lindsey B., jenny, alise, ashley from actin 1, bunty, cara spills...and any other hotties i danced with=- crumb, you should have come!! booo!! need to dance and sing to all shook up and wicked in west edge every fucking day, so fun.... going to bed with happy thoughts about life and love and friends and going home this weekend, not to see fam cause they're out of town, but to spend some peace and quiet away from the drama of UNH and UNH theatre dept. (becoming more overated by the minute) and men and dance class and underclassmen and all that shit- going home where no judgement exists. just love. that's what i need, love, you ain't givin it, you ain't gonna see me, cause that's all i care about this semester b4 i leave-- love. and i think (steps on soapbox) that there are so many ways to love someonwe it's unreal. you can smile at them, you can dance with them, you can excahnge a glance, you can sing to them, hold their hand- and there are so many ways to hate to, but those aren't worth talking about i think.
abby and i had a bit of a tiff- we're ok now, but i avoided it and realized that she meant too much to me to avoid it, and luckily i ran into her today and we chatted it out- that was my only loose end floating around that i really needed to deal with lately- it's just been under my skin and she's worth talking to about it, and we're close enough that we can just talk about it- i realiz that now- i don't think i saw it as clearly as i needed to- she said, "hey, just tell me i'm being a bitch"...it really would have been that simple had i just said something- but i chicken shitted it out-
best sight of the day: turning around after checking my mail and seeing Tatum. best. and also dancing in west edge at 1:30am- fucking awesome.
anyway, i go in love,
me
abby and i had a bit of a tiff- we're ok now, but i avoided it and realized that she meant too much to me to avoid it, and luckily i ran into her today and we chatted it out- that was my only loose end floating around that i really needed to deal with lately- it's just been under my skin and she's worth talking to about it, and we're close enough that we can just talk about it- i realiz that now- i don't think i saw it as clearly as i needed to- she said, "hey, just tell me i'm being a bitch"...it really would have been that simple had i just said something- but i chicken shitted it out-
best sight of the day: turning around after checking my mail and seeing Tatum. best. and also dancing in west edge at 1:30am- fucking awesome.
anyway, i go in love,
me