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I wished tonight for the first time in a long time for the person who walk with me in the rain, the one that exchanges soup with me when we are ill (for inevitably we will be ill together).
Someone who turns every song I hear to magically be about them, yet I still remember the dance we shared to “our” song.
I thought about having that person who comes to visit me at work, sitting in the back reading a book and exchanging glances with me between customers.
Someone who comes home with me after bar time, only to be a music snob and complain about my itunes.
A person who in the middle of a crowded place gets me alone and kisses me and distracts me from the world going on around.
A person to eat a big chunk of chocolate bite by bite with me, is what I wished for.
In my mind I pictured a person who would go on long walks with me in the cold and laugh at ridiculous jokes.
This person laughed at my corny jokes that I find off laffy taffies, but I still find them charming and perfect.
As I walked in the rain and thought about this, I realized that I may find that person- but I am not ready to. I am not ready to be with the right person yet… I need to keep searching. But a part of me wants to just settle down and find someone who is content to spend Friday nights watching food network and Saturdays buying spices and reading.
Someone who turns every song I hear to magically be about them, yet I still remember the dance we shared to “our” song.
I thought about having that person who comes to visit me at work, sitting in the back reading a book and exchanging glances with me between customers.
Someone who comes home with me after bar time, only to be a music snob and complain about my itunes.
A person who in the middle of a crowded place gets me alone and kisses me and distracts me from the world going on around.
A person to eat a big chunk of chocolate bite by bite with me, is what I wished for.
In my mind I pictured a person who would go on long walks with me in the cold and laugh at ridiculous jokes.
This person laughed at my corny jokes that I find off laffy taffies, but I still find them charming and perfect.
As I walked in the rain and thought about this, I realized that I may find that person- but I am not ready to. I am not ready to be with the right person yet… I need to keep searching. But a part of me wants to just settle down and find someone who is content to spend Friday nights watching food network and Saturdays buying spices and reading.