Done
So I just broke up with my boyfriend. It had to be done...
I love him, I really do but with the long distance, the drug use, and a myriad of other reasons I couldn't do it anymore. I couldn't pretend and say that everything was fine and was going to work out ok. i couldn't have him calling me and visiting me if i was going to feel like this that there was something wrong with us being together.
I'm resisting the urge to call him right now, to say I take it back and that maybe it could work because deep down I know it's not going to work. I wouldn't be acting the way I've been acting if I wanted to make things work.
I love him, I really do but with the long distance, the drug use, and a myriad of other reasons I couldn't do it anymore. I couldn't pretend and say that everything was fine and was going to work out ok. i couldn't have him calling me and visiting me if i was going to feel like this that there was something wrong with us being together.
I'm resisting the urge to call him right now, to say I take it back and that maybe it could work because deep down I know it's not going to work. I wouldn't be acting the way I've been acting if I wanted to make things work.