STOP IT!

[tanzi]

I'm sick of it, I'm finished, nothing's every going to change, why do you have to be like this, you hate my family, how do you think I felt for a year, I give up, just go back to your room and pout, I'M SICK OF YOU

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Your Right... but

[tanzi]

I'm just so stupid.. I get angry... well Jelouse because he wants to spend every second with his family.. and I KNOW that he hasn't seen them in a year. But.. he never gave me the slightest hint that he had miss them this much! Believe me, I know these are trivial things... but, I tried to see it from his point of view, like you said in your letter.. and it seems like, his family is just walking all over him, and he just takes it! Like he wanted to go hang out with Charlie, but Charlie was busy hanging out with his best friend (who he see's all the time and has hung out with more than Tim) Well Tim was upset at first, but then he's like. "Well how abou tomorrow morning, or tomorrow for lunch, or tomorrow night! He seems so sad and lonly for his family, and they don't even seem to care! Then Charlie said that MAYBE they could hang out on Sunday and that he would call Tim. So tim hung up and he was upset and he told me that he wasn't going to hang out with Charlie on Sunday because he choose his other friend over Tim, then later that evening, I asked Tim what we had planned for Sunday and He said: "Well I'm going to get up at 8 and go over and stain and sand my moms deck, then help my sister burn a CD, then my grandparents and Lavern are coming over at 2 so we are all going to have pasta and watch a movie.." all this he said, the last day we have together before hes gone for a week (For the job he is about to do his boss if puting him up in a hotel for four days because the job is two hours away. This will be our first night in over a year not sleeping together!) And then he's like: "Oh well, you can come too if you want to." and I said no. He had wanted me to do his laundry on Sunday, because he dosen't have any clean close for next week... so he is off having fun with his family, and I am here alone doing his dirt laundry... is this fair! it seems so unfair!!!! Do you know what! I don't care if I am overreacting or acting stupid. He knows how I feel, and even if I try to compromise with him, he just feels that he should have everything his way all the time! I just get so upset. I think this break coming up will do us good.

Re: Your Right... but

[tanzi]

So Tim will be gone for a week and you need company? You'll just have to chat with us more then.

^_^

[tanzi]

Thank you.