May 13, 2008 08:34
I'm tired of going back and forth like this. I just want to go down down down. None of this yoyoing bull. I'm not eating salad for lunch, i'm waiting as long as i can to eat today. I still feel like a cheat for going over 60 cals yesterday. Er. Well i have 400 cals, and if i play my cards right i can have a good sized dinner of mostly veggies. This day with be better than yesterday. I'm not eating until at least 5 or 6 pm hopefully. Hopefully i visibly see the number on the scale go down a little if i do that.
I ate like a fool. About 100 cals of those dumb hot cheetos. It's 1:15 pm and i need to wait wait wait til 5 or 6...even maybe 7 to eat. The scale last said 138.8. yay! Eh, i feel kinda sleepy n weird today.