Sep 28, 2008 01:34
Wow haven't seen this number since highschool. Sad huh. Saw it first thing this morning. The last few days have been great. I go all day until 5 or 6 without eating. Usually when I do eat, its very little and if it's high calorie, i purge. I don't think I'll need to do that much longer though. My body is getting used to eating little. I've been getting shakey, but no headaches yet. Not blacking out or fainting either. I've had two near faints within the last few months....But now I'm eating even less, but doing fine. I think having a good nap in the middle of the day is helping. That and I've been drinking milk. Two cups today. It gives me enough to keep going I think.
So I've lost 5 lbs since the husband has left. I was about 141, now I'm 136. I think I shall be the same or 1 lb higher tomorrow. I don't know why, but I just think I will. I'm freaking starving right now. The last time I ate was about 10 hours ago. I just think the water weight isn't going to disapear overnight. But oh how wonderful it would be to see 135 tomorrow! If I was 135 I'd try to go all day without food! Maybe just milk, but wow what a motivation that would be! I'm just so happy. I'm very tired right now, so I'm off to bed. Nightynight.